"I don't wanna be 20-something
And still in my head about
17 in my bedroom talking
You said that by now we'd
Paint the walls of our shared apartment
You're still everything I want and...
I think we could work it out
So what are you doing now?"
Only...
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Mew Suppasit
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Heaven Knows
"Mew......Mew........MEW" mews manager screamed making mew blink and finally look up a confused dazed look on his face
"Yes" he asked and his manager sighs
"If your not ready we're not rushing you buddy" he says patting mews shoulder, Mew softly nods his head still in a daze not knowing if this was really real life or not
His lover since second grade, dead
Although it's been almost 3 months since everyone's still talking about it and mew still doesn't think it's real, everyday he wakes up and calls gulf name yet doesn't get a response he hasn't cried yet because he still doesn't get how gulf is truly gone
He doesn't understand where gulf really is all he knows is that his brain won't process what really is happening although he feels as if his heart hurts his brain and heart has two different thoughts
"It's fine" mew said, he was supposed to be making a new song for his comeback as he was a singer
"We only have 3 days big guy I'm not telling you to hurry but if your not ready then you tell me we'll cancel I'm sure your fans won't mind" his manager said and mew just nodded
"I'm fine" mew said and his manager gives a sympathetic look which mew didn't notice as he's been staring at his blank white paper
His manager sighs again before leaving mew to himself, what felt like years is only 2 days Mew sat in that same spot his blaster full stomach growling eyes forming black shadows but he still didn't move
"Come on use the bathroom take a shower" mews manager spoke as soon as he came inside making mew finally look up his neck crack ring making himself groan
"Now get up I'm canceling the show" he said and mews eyes widened
"N-no don't" mew screamed
"Then listen to me and do as I say " he said and mew nodded Finally standing his legs wobbly taking him to the bathroom where he did his business
