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Arjun POV 🤍

"As u said it's been 8 yrs. People change right??" she sent.

I know right even I changed a lot.
But why???
Before I could reply she again sent a message.

"Anyways I have a reason why I texted u" she sent.

Ofcourse I guessed it there must be any reason.
Come on she literally searched my id and found it.

"What is that??" I asked.

"I wanted to ask you SORRY" she replied.

Sorry?? For??
As far as I remember we were not in talking terms when she stopped coming tution.
But that's like very common fight between friends.

But yeah I was little upset with her when she shifted her place without even telling me. That's the only thing that I am still not ok with.

Is she asking sorry for leaving without letting me know??
No way.
She maybe changed but it's one of her principles that she won't use the words SORRY and PROMISE very easily.

It must be big thing that's why she's asking for sorry even after all these years.

"Sorry?? For what??" I stopped my over thinking and asked herr straight.

Anjana POV 🤍

GUILT

Just a five letter word which will make ur heart heavy for life time.

Have u experienced it??

When you know you are wrong and you are not able ask for forgiveness... Trust me it'll kill u.

It may be a very small mistake but the point is u have done it to someone whom u loved with whole heart.

Feeling Guilty is not for the mistakes u have done but to whom u done.

You know people says like when something big happen you will eventually forget the smaller one you are dealing with.

YES

But I didn't forget the smaller one rather I want to repair that.

Till this year misunderstanding Arjun was my biggest regret and that guilt killed me every single day.

But when the new guilt arrive and I know I can't repair it even if I want to.
That's when the heart gets more heavier.

When it's heavy you have to leave some weight, right??

That's what I am doing now.
Apologising Arjun will definitely ease my heart.

I can't handle two guilts in my life.

"Sorry?? For what??" He asked.

This.
This is what I am scared of.
Asking sorry is simple but I have to say him the reason for the sorry.

How can I tell him that I trusted a third person over him??
How can I tell him that I doubted his trust towards me??
How can I tell him that I gave up on him??
How can I tell him that I thought he gave up on me??

We both promised each other that there should be no secrets between us.

But I have lot of secrets about us which he is not aware of.
I don't know how he is going to react??
But it's high time.
I have to say him.

"I actually did missunderstood u for something u didn't do." I sent.

Well. Tonight is gonna be a long night I guess.

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