I hate it here. California sucks I wish I wasn't here. My name isn't Stephanie. My name is Steve. It's always been Steve. I hate everything about my stupid dumb life. I hate being a girl. I hate Stephanie, I hate everything about her long hair, her curves her legs. I want Steve and his cool hair, his thin body his manly legs. I'm not my parents little girl even though they say I am.
My parents want to move, and so do I, everyone hates me, my boyfriend my friends my dad my mom. They called me a disgusting freak. Maybe I am disgusting. At least I'm not a disgusting girl anymore. I'm a disgusting boy. There's hair in my sink, I found my mums craft scissors, and I cut it all of. I feel like a boy.
I'm moving to Indiana to a small town where supposedly no one knows who I am. Hawkins it is. They will know me. I better be the most popular guy there. Atleast they won't know. I don't know what to do. I'm moving away from everyone I know and j don't know how to make myself look masculine but I'll just deal with it.
God I'm leaving tommorow I better get to sleep soon.
