Forever no matter what

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Sooooo this has mention of sex so if your not comfortable with that stuff skip this story also in this Draco has his own dorm so yeah anyway thank you for reading

Background: you overthink and try to do whatever it takes to keep Draco.

Your house: hufflepuff or any house that's not slytherin
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"Draco won't stay with you for long if you guys don't fuck you know that right?"

"He doesn't want you your to innocent"

"your probably not going to be enough for him"

"just face it your not the prettiest girl he's been with so your not going to last long"

My breathing got heavier the more I thought of the comments Pansy and Astoria have made. I don't understand why I can't just give myself to him. I want to, I trust him but I'm scared. I'm scared of what will happen before, during, and after.

i tell myself it's because I'm very awkward and tend to shut people out when I get to close to them. But deep down I know the real reason, I don't want him to leave me. I mean what if he thinks I'm not pretty enough and realizes that he made a mistake to date me.

approaching the Slytherin common room i saw a slender frame leaning up against the wall. "Hey lovey how was your day" the blonde said before saying the password to let us in.

"It was ok" I said just above a whisper, "just ok? Why's that?" He questioned grabbing my hand and leading me to his dorm. "I don't know, nothing really happened just a boring school day" I shrugged lying to him.

He knew something was off but didn't push it. "How was your day" I asked, "my day was fine like you said it was just a boring school day" he sighed opening his dorm door letting me in first.

I quietly drop my bag took off my shoes and robe and sat on Draco's bed waiting for him to join me. As I watch Draco walk around his room I realized how much I don't want to lose him.

I don't want him to hurt me, I bit my cheek I didn't want to say anything. I never do. I never open up and I'm not going to start now. "What's wrong" the blonde inched closer cupping my face with his hands.

"Huh? I'm fine" I tried to convince him. "Baby you can talk to me. Please I want you to talk to me, you can trust me" he pleaded. "Are you going to leave me" fuck me, the sentence slipped out before I could think.

He frowned, awh shit I'm fucked. "No of course not why would I? I don't have a reason to. I love you so much" he's told me he's loved me before and I believe him but I still feel like he's going to leave me.

"I just..."I trailed off catching myself "you can tell me" he reassured. I looked at him then looked away thinking, "people told me you'll leave me" I paused. "Oh darling don't listen to them, I will never leave you ok?" I nodded pulling him down on the bed.

We laid cuddling peacefully till dinner, as I thought about everything I knew what I had to do. Give myself to him. I mean that way I can make sure he won't leave.

Eventually it was time for dinner. I was getting more nervous knowing what I had to do to keep Draco.

As we get to the great hall we said goodbye going are separate ways Draco going the Slytherin table and my going to Hufflepuff table.

Dinner did look good, there where lamb chops. I didn't eat though, I was to nervous and I didn't want a food baby. That would be embarrassing.

I looked up from my empty plate and made eye contact with a Slytherin I will see after dinner. I smiled, it was a nervous smile. he was to far away to tell the difference, he waved in return.

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