I woke up this morning to hear my parents having another fight. For the past few days they have been in constant argument. About everything. Everything from my dads job to my moms way of parenting. This time it was about me. How I was only 15 and can't have a broken life. How my parents can't be together if they only fight, and who needs to leave. They were arguing and fighting about who legally gets me, and who wants to take me.
My mom screamed at the top of her lungs "I DONT CARE WHAT YOU WANT!!!! I DONT CARE WHAT MONICA WANTS!!!! I LEGALLY HAVE HER AND YOU CANT CHANGE THAT!!"
"YOU DONT LOVE THAT GIRL!!! SHE WANTS TO BE WITH SOMEONE WHO LOVES HER. YOU OBVIOUSLY DON'T!!!" My dad screams. At that, the sound of a hand passing my dads face silences the room. My mom storms out the front door with a hard slam. I can't take it. I stick my earbuds in my ears.
And me, i want to be with my dad. My mom has done so much emotional damage and I am really tired of it all. She is a ball of stress wrapped up in what she wants, and nobody else. Always complaining about her job, she sits on the couch and watches tv when she's not fighting with my dad.
It is really frustrating having the two people you live with constantly fighting. I hate it. For the past few days all I have been doing is sitting on my bed, doing homework, and listening to music.
Even now because my parents are fighting I am so anxious, my grades have dropped massively. I am normally the person who gets as and bs but no I'm getting ds and cs. Not only is all this happening, but I have been so stressed that I flipped out on my friends and now they hate me. On the bus I sit alone, same in the cafeteria. I don't have a close friend to talk to, to help me with my stress.
