Heartbreakhigh spider/spencer white x y/n

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After talking to spider I felt upset and that fact that Amarie put my sex life on display hurt even more. this was just another reason why I shouldn't trust anyone. Sasha and missy broke up but we're trying to have friendship and Amarie ruined that. I was in the hall with Sasha missy and Harper we were talking then Amarie came up to us. Amarie said you guys choose her side we walked away but then she shouted Y/N seriously I said Amarie you outed people and you broke my trust and I don't trust many people. I walked back to the group and we were talking about how mad we are. Harper just sat there not peep came out here mouth

Will the following student please meet at classroom 5D
Amarie wadia, Harper McLean, Sasha so, Missy Beckett, Dustin Reid, Spencer white, Y/N vassallo, Anthony Vaughan, Darren rivers, Quin Gallagher-Johns's, Douglass piggot, Malakai Mitchell that's all

I walked with ca$h into the classroom and spider looked at me with guilt he looked almost upset but I didn't care he hurt me and I will not feel any pity for that dickhead. I sit down at a table with ca$h, Malakai and missy. Dusty came up to me and asked if I was going to the cemetery I said sure wouldn't miss a opportunity to get drunk and party.Mrs woods said that you guys were on the map that means you are sexually active and you will be participating in sexual literacy tutorial. Mrs wood says if you don't show up at ever one of these lesson it will go on your record. The full class groans I say this is sex jail. Darren says so we are sluts now spider and ant go on the table and start dancing  and chanting sluts sluts sluts. Mrs wood told them to sit down so Jojo could start the lesson
We stood up and she made us play a game we had to shake hands with three people I choose Ant, Harper and Ca$h. Jojo says spencer you have gental crabs I start laughing he looks at you pissed off. Jojo says put your hand up ant puts his hand up for him Jojo continues who shook hands with him ant dusty and Malakai they put there hand up who shook hands with them eventually everyone's hand were up. We all have gental crabs then the bell rang. I said to ca$h what the fuck was that class I already know how to have sex and the consequences of having it what else do I need to learn.I started to walk out of the gates because I couldn't take anymore of school but then spider came up to me. He says I hate school to wanna skip together and watch the waves at the beach. I look at him and smile I say sure I would love that the beach is my spider finishes your sentences  favourite place. We walked to beach and we just talked it was nice I wish spider was like this all the time. I get that people have there up and downs and can't always be portrayed as the same person but this was the guy I feel in love with. We started talking  about how we have been since we broke up he started I didn't really know it I could trust him. But when we got to the beach he continued talking about how he has been there was this look in his eyes I don't know how to explain it. All I thought was he does trust me I can trust him too. He stopped and said what about you listen  I get that you are pretty closed off but I won't tell anyone i just want to know why you dumped me. Spider said I want to go to the cemetery tonight with my gorgeous girlfriend and be who I am around you. I spoke up spider when we went to the concert remember how we lost each other he shakes his head agreeing. Well I saw Harper and she lost Amarie so we just partied more and got really drunk while we were trying to look for you guys.Spider says I ended up leaving but I tried calling you why didn't you answer. You say my phone died but I passed out and so did Harper and we ended up in some random eshays car and they SA me. Ca$h was in the so he unlocked the car for me we ran like hell and hid in a bush. I didn't want to go home nor did Harper so we went and knocked on a Amarie bedrrooom window and I heard her doing it with someone. Spiders face when sorta blue and thought Shit she  knows. He responds and says I was really drunk. Y/N says wait you were the one in the room so you didn't only leave me to get SA but you fucked my ex bestfriend I knew it sounded like you. Why did I ever think that you loved me I am a stupid fucking idiot. You were about to leave but you say was any of it real or was it just a lie. Spider responds saying I really loved you I still love you I was just drunk and I made stupid choices and that is the biggest mistake I have ever made. Y/N walked away because she didn't know what to feel at the moment do I tell him that I still love him even though he has treated my like fucking shit or do I make him earn me back by proving that he actually loves and cares for me
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