This wasn't Supposed to happen

I didnt kill them on purpose

Dear Diary, I probably shouldn't be saying this in case the police get ahold of this, but I can't keep this in, it's too much, I need to vent. I'm on the run, no one expects it was me. It's just a ticking clock waiting for it's end.

I walk into school, just another normal day. I go to my first class, Lu tapped me on the shoulder, "hey, wanna skip class and go to the little abandoned shack in the forest? I heard there was monsters...."
I don't know why I ever said yes to this but I guess I was feeling cocky, hormones maybe? I didn't know, but something changed that day. Something big. We get to the woods trying to find this old abandoned shack, "I don't know Lu, this gives me a bad feeling. We should go, I really need to ace that upcoming math test." "Jasmine it's fine, nothing bad is going to happen. You're always an over thinker, you need to chill out a bit, and this is the perfect excuse." "Ok jeez, I'll go in but after I'm leaving." We walk into the shack not making a single sound, as quiet as a mouse. "BOO!" "Oh my fucking god, you stupid bitch! Don't you ever do that again Lu, I mean it." "Damn Jasmine, it was just a joke. Take a chill pill bro." He said while giggling. Spider webs everywhere, the floor creaking, this is a really creepy place. It kind of looks like a hunting spot. Guns fill the room, windows apon windows. I pick up a gun, "hey Lu, look at this, you think it's real?" I point at Lu as a joke, this gun is clearly fake. No one would just leave it here, they're expensive. "Jasmine... since we are alone I've been meaning to tell you something Important." "Ya, Lu?" "I like you, not for your looks but ever since we were little. You're funny, smart, and kind and I guess your looks are a bonus." *winks* "Lu, I don't know what to say, I.. I like you too!" I drop the gun on the floor to walk over to Lu for a kiss, but. "LU LU WAKE UP! CAN YOU HEAR ME?" I check for a pulse, nothing. I check again, still nothing. I guess the gun wasn't fake, the safety lock wasn't on. In a panic, I run back to the school, get in my car and drive. Leaving Lu's corpse lying lifeless on the old, abandoned shack. I go to my house, run in, and make a b-line to my mom's room. I go in the safe and take a big wad of cash out, this should be good. I jump right back in my car in a flash, just a few moments before getting out, I made sure no one saw me. I drive and drive, not a single look back. I was trying my hardest not to cry. I lost my best friend, my soon to be boyfriend. It's not like my parents ever liked me anyway, all I have back there is a bunch of cops looking for a young girl that supposedly killed Luis Grenmun. I get to a shop. I get hair dye and scissors then dye and cut my hair. After I get a new pair of clothes and shoes, no one will recognize me. I cut a short bob and dye it bright pink then add some blue contacts just to be extra cautious.
I hit the road again, but this time was different, I couldn't, I felt like I had to do something or tell someone. I have no idea what I'm going to do next. I pull out my Diary, Dear Diary-