Relatable♡▪︎

Sometimes you have to let go :/

The moment you realize that you did it,
you remember all the promises you made and you feel guilty,
I had that feeling,
When I seen the blood I felt alive but guilty for doing it,
I promised I wouldn't do it again but sometimes it hurts so much and you can't take it anymore,
So I feel guilty but I couldn't take it anymore,
Now I'm probably a day clean but your probably not,
And I can't tell you to stop when I know how it feels probably not what you feel but what I felt so I'm not gonna judge anyone,
I probably wouldn't be here anymore if I didn't meet the people I met this year,
I hate having to depend on people but I have to because I would not be alive if it wasn't for them but some of them are slowly starting to replace me,
It makes me sad because I've known them for a long time,
I have to let that part of them go but it's hard to let go sometimes,
I have a lover but me as a overthinker that doesn't fo well and I told them everything,
I hope your at least doing well.

     Have a good day my lovely children ♡