What happened? - FrostSpider

Chapter 18: The long road to recovery

Natasha gave Bruce a hug. "You have to stop this self hatred it's not healthy" "Nat you don't understand I'm a monster that no-one listens to. No-one cares about, no-one ask how I feel. Yous proved it time and time again" Natasha separated from the hug "What are you talking about?" Bruce sighed "Ok tell me what did I say the first time the team was all in the same room?" Bruce questioned. Natasha looked down in shame "I-I don't know. Can you tell me now I'll listen" Bruce took a deep breath. He didn't want their to be any tension between them "I got low, I didn't see an end so I put a bullet in my mouth but the other guy spat it out" "Bruce..." "I know what it's like to be mentally unstable. I-I don't want Loki to do the same thing as me" Natasha put her hand on the doctors cheek. "I won't let it happen, but I want to make sure your ok now" Bruce smiled "I'm better. Yous have made me better and I thank you for it" Their faces where now inches apart when Bruce said "You should check on Loki" They both stood up. "Ok but are you sure your ok" Bruce nodded.

Natasha nodded and walked back into the hospital wing. To her horror she saw Loki leaned against the wall passed out "Loki?" She ran over to him. "BRUCE" She shouted "BRUCE ARE YOU STILL THERE" no ryplie "JARVIS CAN YOU GET BRUCE PLEASE" "Right away madam" a minute later Bruce ran in "What happened?" "I think he was listening in to us talking and due to the fact that he wasn't getting blood or nutritions into him he passed out" Bruce sighed "You sound more like a doctor then me. Anyway after what you told me I know that all I have to do is reattach the wires to his arms" She nodded and carried the kid back to the table. After Bruce left Natasha held his hand "Do you think I should tell him my feelings?" She whispered "I want to but I don't know if he feels the same, it would be cool to be your mother only if you would like that?" She knew Loki couldn't hear her but it felt good to talk about it.

Loki woke up a few hours later and was allowed to leave a few days later.

He spent most of his time in his room reading alot alot and getting really really good at magic.

When his injurys started to heal Natasha would take him out of his room at night and do random stuff. Sometimes they trained together, Loki even learned Natashas signature move, sometimes they would bake, though Loki never ate what they made and usally left it for the others, and sometimes they would just talk about stuff, discussing their worrys and stuff, he also showed her his magic approvements. Something Natasha took great interest in.

Loki would sometimes bump into other Avengers sending him into panic.

Saying he missed Peter more then anything in the world would be an understatement. He couldn't bare not seeing him and it was slowly killing him.

It has been 2 months since they rescued Loki and his injuries have fully healed only leaving scars. He had learned so much magic he wondered how much he would have learned by the time he was 17.

Loki was sitting in his room working on this spell. He was trying to conjured a dagger but random stuff kept appearing and it was annoying the hell out of him.

He was about to give up and call it a day when a figure with blond hair, blue eyes, and a blue dress appeared in-front of him "Amma?" "Yes sweetie it's me" She sat down so she was closer to her youngest (and favourite) sons height "I'm sorry I couldn't get you out. Odin had locked me in our room and I couldn't get out. I have missed you so much my son" Loki smiled weakly but sighed "I-I missed you to Amma Jeg ønsker bare you where here" He said quietly putting his hand through his mothers illusion.

"I'm sorry my son but would you like me to help you that spell" He nodded slightly. They practice the spell for hours until he finally got it.

"Thank you Amma" He gleed "It's nothing. You learned it a lot quicker then before" his eyes lighted up with joy "Really!" She nodded

"So I heard your dating someone" His mood dropped drastically as he nodded "What is she like?" "he" Loki corrected "is the nicest person I have ever met, he's generous, caring, loving, kind, and everything else he could be but I cant bloody see him because every time I see a boy I have a bloody panic attack" he exaturated flying his hands everywhere "Look Loki I'm so sorry about what happened to you" "and I don't blame you Amma but it's just so annoying" She smiled "You'll get through it you always have" He smiled slightly back before she dissappear "Ha det Amma" He whispered.

A few minutes later Natasha walked in in her black widow suit "Hi Nat" "Hi Loki are you ok?" She asked noticing he looked a bit upset "Ye I'm fine, where are you going?" She looked down at herself before answering. "Remember I told you me and Steve have been bringing down Hydra bases after we found his friend being controlled by them?" Loki nodded "Well we found one outside Socovia with... umm... your scepter" Loki tilted his head "My scepter? like the one that I used during... you know" They had agreed to try not to talk about New York even though it wasn't his fault and technically he hasn't done it since he is now younger, and doesn't fully remember it he still felt guilty. She nodded. "Ok well good luck, is it just you and Rogers going?" "No the rest of the team is going aswell except Peter" "Why not he is strong and trustworthy and smart" "Someone has to stay her with you" Loki sighed and nodded.

Peter has been going on little to no missions recently and Loki felt bad for him. He also missed him.

"ha det Nat- sor- sorry I mean... umm..." Loki though for a second. Sometimes he gets languages mixed up and just returns to his own language and he hated himself for it. "It's ok I understand languages are hard, are you saying goodbye?" Loki went red in embarsment as he nodded. He felt like crying because he felt so stupid but he didn't want to seem even weaker then he already was. "Don't worry there's no need to be embarrassed I forget English Sometimes it happens" She shrugged off noticing he was embarrassed. "G-goodbye Natasha" "Bye Loki" She smiled before leaving.

He collapsed onto his bed screaming into his pillow. He felt like an Idiot. Well he knew he was but still...

A/N
Ahh this is so bad!!
Have yous guess what movie this connects to yet? Also it has been s few months. Also again don't you dare criticis me because this might be shocking but I've never been tortured, raped, I have no mental disorder (that I know of) and I don't know how long it takes to recover. Also again again this chapter was just a filler and Loki won't stay away from his... I guess you could say family... for long