Chapter 17: Mental

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We brought him into the hospital wing in the tower. "Jarvis can you- you do an injury scan on my son" Bruce looked like he was on the brink of crying. "Loki's skin has been torn, their are bruises and wounds, he has been burned, his skull had been fractured, his leg is broken and is seems he has had blood eagle done to him" Thor stumbled back at the last part eyes wide "no" he whispered.

We all turned to him "Thor what's blood eagle?" "I-It's an old Asgardian torture method when the tortures would separating the victim's ribs from their spine, pulling their bones and skin outward to form a set of 'wings,' and removing their lungs from their chest cavity" Tony was first to speak "Who in the fuck would do that to someone especially a kid?" Peter walked over to Tony "M-Mr Stark. W-Will he be ok?" Their where tears coming out of his eyes. Tony looked at Bruce and Bruce answered "Yes h-he should be fine. He is tough and if he has survive this long he can survive anything" The doctor reassures him. God he's so cute- what no he's not but he's great with the kids. Yes that's it and I think he would be an awesome father to Loki if Loki had of been here.

We waited in the room while Bruce did surgery since we didn't want to leave Loki's side. We convinced Peter to leave though since we didn't want him to see.

After a few minutes Clint left after seeing the blood. After a few hours Thor started pacing around the room

6 hours later Bruce finally finished. The injurys where revolting and I hate the bitches that did it.

When he finished he told us that Loki wouldn't wake up for awhile but Loki being Loki he had to do the unexpected.

Loki POV

I woke up somewhere. I sat up seeing figures standing in-front of me. I started backing up as images started flashing in my vision.

Him. He flashed across my vision. He was trying to hurt me. My breathing had sped up and tears where forming in my eyes. I began shaking un controllable "no no no" I whispered out "P-please don't hurt me" I hugged my legs tight. I felt someone wrap their arms around me. I panicked at first trying to get free but then I heard her voice "Shush it's ok your safe where not going to hurt you" I looked up at her "Mamma?"

3rd Person

Natasha looked at Bruce and Bruce looked at Natasha. Banner went bright red aswell as Natasha. She let a smile set on her face before saying "Yes it's me are you ok"

Loki thought about how Peter told him to open up and sighed "no" He says plainly letting more wet drops go down his face.

Natasha looked at the doctor "Are you done?" He nodded "Yes but I'll have to check up on him later" Natasha nodded. Loki recognized the voice. All he wanted to do was hug his father as tight as he could but he didn't. He was scared. He was scared of everyone. He didn't want to be but he was. His breathing spead up. no no no stop your safe. He kept saying it in his head but he wasn't convincing his self. He didn't feel safe.

He heard the door close telling him that everybody left. He moved away from Natasha "S-sorry" He was still hugging his legs "You don't need to apolegies" "B-but I-I'm a w-weak coward" Natasha picked up Loki's face to face her "No your not. Your tough" Loki shook it away "If it makes you better Thor and Peter got you like every magic book on Asgard" Loki eyes lit up like a kid on christmas "Thank you" He whispered out. He looked down at his hand smiling as he opened it and fireworks come out "wow that's crazy" Loki sighed closing his hand causing the illusion to disappered "I love magic but I'm not allowed to learn it since it was consider womanly though my Amma would sometimes sneak into my room and teach me it" Natasha was happy that Loki was talking about his passion and not thinking about what had just happened "Well you can learn magic as much as you want and I'm sure you will be amazing at magic" Loki sighed.

He hugged his legs again. It made him feel safe even though in reality it didn't stop the pain. He looked into Natasha's eyes "Why am I still alive?" She sighed "Because the world wants you to be" Loki looked down.

Natasha had an idea to try cheer Loki up. "Can I do you hair?" Loki looked up again and nodded. Natasha was over the moon and turned Loki around doing a plait in his hair. When she finished he turned around and whispered Thank you

"Can I do your hair?" "I'm not sure it's long enough but sure" Natasha's hair was up to her chin. Shorter then Loki's which was now down to his shoulders. Natasha turned around and Loki got a bit of hair and plait it. He repeated to process on the other side. Though the plaits were only half done. He tied the two plaits together in the middle making a little ponytail.

"What do you think?" Natasha looked in a mirror that was lying on a table in the room to look at her hair "Omg I love it! How come your so good at hair?" "I-I use to do Amma's and Thor sometimes let me do his" Natasha smiled sweetly at Loki "Did Thor like it?" Loki shrugged "I don't know. He usally took it out but he let me tie up his hair before he went training and said I could add my own modifications while doing it" "That's sweet" He nodded.

"Can I leave?" Natasha shook her head "I'm sorry but your still injured" Loki looked at his arm tracing the stiches. Thats when he noticed a wire sticking out of his arm. He looked at the other arm and saw another wire. His eye followed the wire up into a red bag that he recognized from... He doesn't know how long ago it was. He looked at the other bag but this was filled with something clear.

Natasha noticed his curiosty "That" She pointed to the red bag "Is a blood bag. You loosed alot of blood and that" She pointed to the see through bag "Is an Iv bag which will hydrate you due to to your lack nutrions" Loki nodded. He pulled them. "Hey hey hey leave them in" "I want to leave" Loki whined. Natasha raised her eyebrow "fine.." Loki moaned. Natasha stuck the wires back into the young gods wrist.

They heard a knock on the door. Loki immediately went into panic. Bruce walked in and placed a book on a table. Loki's breathing kept getting quicker and quicker. Memory's kept resurfacing and he couldn't push them back. Bruce exited the room sadly.

He knew Loki was mentally unstable but it still hurt him to see Loki scared of him. Everbody else was and he hated it.

He slid down the wall. Natasha walked out after telling Loki she was going to check on Bruce.

She knelt down beside him rubbing his shoulder to comfort him "Are you ok?" Bruce rubbed the bridge of his nose under his glasses. "I dont- I just don't want him to be scared of me like everyone else" Natasha sighed "No one is scared of you-" "Maybe but they are all scared of the other guy. That's why the hardly let me go on missions, or even be in a room where their is an argument" "I'm not scared of him" Natasha said is a soft voice smiling. Bruce looked down "I am" Natasha sighed "You shouldn't be" they looked into each others eyes before Bruce shook his head snapping back to reality "I want Loki, I want to hug him, I want to tell him that I'm here for him, that we all are, but I know I can't and I hate it".

Loki leaned his head on the back of the wall a tear dripping down his chin. He had been listening. He felt guilty.

Y/n
Is this a cliff hanger? I don't know. This story is obviously focused on Loki but most of the characters have mental problems. This one dives into Bruce's self hatred and longing for love. The next chapter or 2 will be slow but you know. I would give a hint of what movie that's going to be in it but I want it to be a surprise.

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