Can I just say one thing? Love makes you crazy.
I love him and he's so far. I need his touch and to hear his voice. He says how I'm his only one but sometimes I get insecure. I overthink about small things, always wanting his attention. This whole long distance shit? Yeah, not working so well. I have a bad habit, a horrible one. Actually I have a lot. But I looked at his followers, and they add up as days go by. He follows models and cosplayers, he likes their half naked photos, is it bad that I get jealous? And insecure? I don't know... he tells me not to worry about it. That I'm being stupid for bringing it up anyway cause he'll never meet them in real life. It's hard to just not overthink. Well for me it is, and it isn't easy o
To cut out all the thoughts in my head that ruin me. Im working on it to better myself for me and him, for us.
I love him. I know I love him with all my heart. He has my heart and I hope he knows it, gosh I hate that I'm attached but also glad I have him in my life and could care less if I'm attached so much. But, he holds my heart. He could break me so easily. I'd break completely under his arms...
