Meant to be... (A Niall Horan fanfic)

Chapter two

Chapter two

#don't pay attention to the names of the places I'm mentioning, even though I'm picturing this story in London the names of the towns are fictional..#

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This is it, the day I've been waiting for the past year. My last day in St. Gordon, finally. Sad? Not a tad bit even if I spent my childhood here. I'm gonna miss my parents for sure and also my favorite places where I used to hangout. The places where I made the best memories but St. Gordon is also the place where everything changed, my life and even the person I used to be.
I'm moving to Georgetown, it's only 2 hours from St. Gordon. I know it's not that big of a change but still for me it's far enough to leave all of this behind. Everything is already packed, I've taken just the necessary things like my laptop, tablet etc.. not a single clothing though. I'm planning on changing my entire wardrobe so need for that.

But the thing is that I'm still deciding whether to take the things he gave me, each gifts will remind me a part of my childhood and some even more. I'm going to a uni in Georgetown, that's the second reason why I'm moving from here but my focus is leaving all the memories that I made here. The good will always be in my heart, it's already a part of me I just want to let all the bad ones here. If I take them with me, won't it be that I'm taking my past as well with me?
But letting them here will be like I'm forgetting about him.

Everything is just so complicated since he left. It's like I can't even take a proper decision when I'm not there.

"Mom I'm going out for a while."

"But it's nearly dinner time Lexi and tomorrow you have a long drive to do."

"I'll be home in 30 minutes mom, I won't be out long don't worry."

I took my car keys and drove to our spot. Driving here seems so natural to me. I instantly felt a wave of relieve, I'm gonna miss this place so much when I'll be gone. It's like I can feel him with me here, his presence and even his scent. I took my usual place and shivered immediately due to the chilly night. Just being here makes me feel so relaxed and forget completely about the whole world.
The magnificent view and the calming sound of the flowing water, just perfect to spend some time alone lost in your own thoughts.

I closed my eyes for a little bit....

"Okay there's definitely something wrong with you. You've been avoiding me the whole day and now you're not even talking to me. Aiden look at me for God sake, are you hiding something from me?"

"You know that I'll never hide something from you Lex. "

"Then what is it?"

I don't get it, he's been acting so weird the whole week and yesterday was the worst. He avoided me completely in school, I know there's something troubling him and what hurts is that he's not telling me what's wrong. We never hide anything from each other. He's acting normally with his friends though, maybe he's just upset with me then.

"Oh my God did I do something?"

"What? No."

"Then why are you not talking to me?"

I was so close from crying now, we fight yes but he never ignored me before.

"Hey Lex please don't cry, you haven't done anything trust me."

He scooted closer to me but I pushed him away. He just can't ignore me that way and then just pretend as if he cares.

"Lex please don't be like this, you know I don't like you being upset with me."

"Then stop avoiding me, I know we're just best friends and that you wanna spend time with your girlfriend but you can't just put me on the side."

"It has nothing to do with Ashley. I'll never ignore you just because I've got a girlfriend. "

"Then what the hell is it?"

I was beyond angry now. I know it's not because of Ashley, he'd got so many girlfriends before but he never avoided me because of them. He would rather dump his dates just to spend time with me.

"Lex I... damn I just don't know how to put it in words."

"What can't you put in words?"

"This.."

And he kissed me softly but still hard enough to make me know the want behind it.

"Alexia? What are you doing here at this time?"

"Chase?"

"Uhmm yeah, I saw your car by the road."

"So?"

"I guessed you were here so I came to talk."

"Talk? Really?"

"Okay fine, I'm here just to give you an advice."

"What kind of advice?"

"I know you're the most affected by the whole incident but you should stop showing people how much it's affecting you. They can use it against you, so the sooner you make that weakness your strength it'll be better for you."

"No need for that, I'm leaving tomorrow. "

"Trust me Alexia, this is not the end. There's so much more about to come."

And he left, just like that. What does he mean this is not the end? Everything ended that day itself so what can be worst than that?
I returned home and went directly to bed, I wasn't in the mood of eating anymore.

**

The next morning everything went by rapidly and I was already on my way to Georgetown. It was a bigger town than St. Gordon and supposed to have the best shopping malls so I stopped to a few and bought some new clothes.
After a long and very tiring ride I finally grace the entry of Georgetown University, it was really big and you could instantly tell that only the rich can afford being here. There wasn't that much students on campus as there were actually 2 days till the first day of uni so I went directly to the dorm mentioned on my admission letter. Dad was so against me living in a dorm with a complete stranger, he even suggested buying me an apartment but living alone wasn't that appealing to me.

I opened the door without knocking and guess what?

"Shit, eurmm sorry." I mumbled and clumsily closed the door.

After 5 minutes of awkwardness the door reopened and the boy got out and left but not before sending a wink in my direction.

"Sorry about earlier, you must be Alexia?"

A really beautiful blond stood awkwardly in front of me clearly embarrassed.

"Eurmm yeah and you are?"

"I'm Kelly your roommate, come on in."

"I'm really sorry I should've knocked. "

"It's fine, I clearly made a really wrong impression on you right?"

"Well I don't know you completely so I won't judge from my first impression I've got of you."

"Thanks, a little advice though. Always knock before you enter a dorm room, you never know what's awaiting you inside. "

"Yeah I've got that one straight, don't worry."

I said and we both cracked up laughing.

I found out that Kelly is actually really nice but she can be very bitchy to people she doesn't like. She'd dated I don't know how many boys, she's been listing them one by one but I've lost track. She's still trying to find the one apparently. We talked about normal stuffs and we actually have the same classes everyday and I'm glad though.

**End of chapter **