Yes, you got this syndrome and handled it yourself. You didn't want Jungkook to know about this so you divert your mind to him and his handsome features.
You eyes locked into his for a while and his showed affection and love. Does he love you? Again you thought your mind is messing with you. It must be because you are trying to divert yourself from going into that syndrome.
"Anyways I was going to call you to waste some time with me cause I'm bored af..so do you want to eat something?" you asked going towards the kitchen as he follows you.
Little did you know Jungkook saw your diary and read those lines about the cases you wrote out recently and he was confused about those 2 letters "Jk". Were you suspecting him? A long train of thoughts ran over his mind. Shrugging off his thoughts since he didn't want to invade your privacy. 'Jk' could be someone else too.
He sat on the stool watching as you started to cook and he noticed the burnt ramen you put into the sink. He chuckled.
"You don't know how to cook?"he asked teasingly.
"N-no but I can cook ramen well." you looked at him as his lifted his eyebrows questioning you.
"H-hey its not like that my mom had called me in the middle of my cooking and I forgot about it so it got burnt!" he laughed at you shaking his head while smiling as your cheeks turned red in embarrassment.
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You were slurping the ramen from your cup in satisfaction after bickering for half an hour with Jungkook because he didn't want to watch Disney princess movies with you instead of avengers and y'all finally decided to do rock paper scissors in which you won. You are still so childish to watch Disney and not only you, him too.
He was still sulking for avengers like a kid which couldn't persuade his mother to buy him chocolates. Weird how he was giving a bad boy vibe in the hospital. He is actually cute.
You turned to him as the movie started as said "Aww Kookie. Don't be sad we will watch avengers after this, promise." You hooked your pinky with with his forcefully because he was mad at you. You tickled him trying to make him laugh and being careful not to hurt his shoulder.
"HAHA! OK YN STOP MY STOMACH HURTS!!" he said rubbing his tummy as you now started to watch your movie.
As promised to Jungkook you watched Avengers with him too.
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Its almost midnight and Jungkook has fallen asleep on your shoulder and you are in deep thoughts thinking what to do because he is hugging you like a koala. Should you just wake him up?
No no he is looking too cute to be woken up plus you have to apply for your new college and you don't want him to ask you questions why you are changing your college also he has got a wound on his shoulder, he needs to rest.
You slowly remove his arms around you as he makes soft sounds like a baby because of the emptiness.
The couch is big enough for him to lay down comfortably with you sitting near his head so you lay him down completely and go to your room to get your blankets, pillow and a plushie for him since you don't have extra, just two.
Bet he can't sleep without hugging something because he keep on moving himself even in his deep sleep. So, you put the plushie between his arms comfortably and push back his hair coming over his eyes. Tugging him under the blanket, he looks so cuddly that you wanna cuddle with him but you can't. You kiss his forehead whispering an "I love you..Good night."
Yes you have fallen for him. Who wouldn't and anyways you feel like he is the one who admires you from far but has come closer.
And even if he isn't the one, you just want him because you know well that he killed your father, the words he told you at funeral, the love in his eyes and the way he denied to wear your father's clothes while stuttering says it all.
You walk into your room to get your laptop and do the detailing for your transfer in other college while you collect the 'No Objection Certificate' from the college office tomorrow. You still have to face those filthy people yet, just for 2 days.
Once you were done you thought of listening songs to help you fall into your slumber. You put on your earphones so that Jungkook doesn't get disturbed and start your playlist of soft songs. You heard them while staring at Jungkook's cute baby face. Thinking of how deep you fell for him in just a couple of days.
The song stopped and as it finished, another one played, one which you didn't want to hear, that one song that reminded you of your ex-boyfriend. Tears welled up in your eyes when the flashback of the day you last went to your college, last visited the place where you meet that bunny ran through your mind.
The reason you where crying was because you got to know that your ex-boyfriend sold your nudes and on the top of that your friends had been blaming you for trusting him so blindly.
No one understood your pain, even his friends called you slut and hit you physically.
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In Your Own Way || Jungkook ff
FanfictionYn became a killer while going through challenges in her life..Unaware that her secret admirer and stalker was a killer as well. A tiny little secret not even known by her stalker was her syndrome. Is it possible for her to hide her identity with th...
