A transmigrated time-travelling goddess

CHAPTER 1

EVER HAD A FANTASY SO PURE AND STRONG THAT YOU CAN'T HELP BUT WANT FOR IT TO BE TRUE? THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED TO NYX WHEN SHE DIED!

[NXY'S P.O.V]

MY LIFE AS AN INTROVERTED-EXTROVERT 16 YEAR OLD WITH A SWEET BUT TWISTED PERSONALITY ISIN'T VERY NICE IF YOU HAVE PEOPLE WHO CAN'T LEAVE YOU ALONE FOR THE LIFE OF THEM. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A WEIRD PERSON, THAT I TOO CAN ADMIT. IMAGINE HAVING A VERY HIGH IQ BUT CONSIQUENTLY VERY LOW EQ, THAT IS WHO WE CALL A PERSON NAMED NYX, AND THAT UNFORTUNATE SOUL IS ME.

I WAS BORN WITH A HEART DEFECT WHICH IN A WAY WAS BOTH A BLESSING AND A CURSE, AS MUCH AS AM INTROVERTED TO LIKE BEING HOME-SCHOOLED, I AM TOO EXTROVERTED TO BE BED-RIDDEN. BUMMER RIGHT? A SICK LITTLE GIRL WHO IS TOO FRAIL TO EVEN LEAVE HER ROOM, I THINK NOT. I AM A BONIFIED OTAKU AND CERTIFIED SIMP. WATTPAD, A GLORIOUS APP WITH WHICH BRINGS MOST OF MY FANTASIES COME TRUE. THE KIND OF NOVELS I READ MIGHT MAKE A LOT OF PEOPLE QUESTION MY SANITY BUT TO ME, I AM IN GLORIOUS HEAVEN. DARK ROMANCES ARE A PLUS, BUT WHAT MAKES ME GO "AHUGA" ARE FANFICS.

NOT JUST ANY FANFIC BUT BL NOVEL FANFICS, ESPECIALLY 'GRANDMASTER OF DEMONIC CULTIVATION/MO DAO ZU SHI'. I HAVE LOVED THIS NOVEL EVER SINCE I FIRST WATCHED THE LIVE ACTION SERIES 'THE UNTAMED' IN 2019 AND AM STILL WRAPPED AROUND IT. MY MOST FAVORITE TOXIC FANFICS OF 'MDZS' ARE OMEGAVERSES OR TIMETRAVELS WITH EITHER MORE WRECHED CHARACTER BUILDS AND SOPPY BUT TRIGGERING ANGST. I MEAN DON'T GET ME WRONG, I LOVE THE ORIGINAL NOVEL BUT THE FANFIC TWISTS ARE JUST A GAME CHANGER. I MEAN WEI WUXIAN'S LIFE WOULD BE MUCH BETTER IF HE KNEW ALL THAT WOULD COME AND FIND A BETTER WAY TO COUNTER IT OR IF IT TAUGHT HIM HOW TO BE SELFISH ENOUGH TO STAND UP FOR HIMSELF AND CHOOSE HIS WELLBEING AND MENTAL STATE OVER ANYONE ELSE.

I MEAN I LOVE MY FAMILY BUT FUCK THEM IF THEY TREAT ME LIKE AN OPTION AND THEN TURN AROUND AND EXPECT ME TO SAVE THEM WHEN SHIT HITS THE FAN. IF I HAVE A BROTHER LIKE JIANG CHENG I WOULD DROWN AND RESERRECT THAT LITTLE FUCKER AND REMIND HIM THAT AM OLDER THAN HIM, JIANG YANLI IS A SWEET HEART BUT SHE NEEDS TO GROW A PAIR AND STAND HER GROUND, HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU AN OLDER SISTER IF YOUR SOFT LIKE THAT, WHO IS GOING TO PROTECT YOUR YOUNGER SIBLINGS IF NOT YOU. I MEAN GOSH, GROW A PAIR FOR FUCK SAKES. NOW THE PARENTS ARE A DIFFERENT MATTER BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST DISTURBING, THE DAD IS A PUSSY AND THE MOM IS A DICK. WHAT A FAMILY.

BUT JUST LIKE MY MASOCHISTIC SELF, I LIVE FOR THE PAIN, OH HOW I WISH I COULD LIVE WEI WUXIAN'S LIFE AND DO PROPER DAMAGE TO THE ONE'S THAT FUCKED HIM OVER. I MEAN THAT MAGGOT-HAT-WEARING FUCKER IS A PUSSY-PLEASER WITH DADDY ISSUES AT ITS WORST AND THAT UGLY ASS WANNABE-WIN-JADE FUCKER DESERVE A MUCH GRUSOME DEATH. THIS IS MY 96TH RAGE OUT OVER THE BOOK, I MEAN COME ON, THIS BOOK IS TOO UNFAIR AND KARMA TOOK A VERY LONG TIME TO BITE SOME ASSES. NIE HUISANG IS MY IDOL, I ADORE THE GUY AND HIS SEXY, CRUEL AND SADISTIC MIND. LAN WANGJI AND LAN XICHEN ARE MY BABIES, I WANNA PROTECT THEM WITH MY EVERTHING AND SHIELD THEM FROM EVERY FUCKEN SINNER IN THE BOOK, WELL EXCEPT FOR WEI WUXIAN RESPECTFULLY BECAUSE HE AND LAN WANGJI ARE JUST MADE TO BE TOGETHER.

I SWEAR AM NOT MADE FOR THAT KINDA LIFE BECAUSE I WOULD DIE WITHOUT MY LAPTOP, I MEAN MORDERN TECHNOLOGY WOULD HAVE SOLVED MOST OF THEIR PROBLEMS WAY QUICKER. HOW I WISH I HAD LONGER TO LIVE, YEP YOU HEARD RIGHT, I EXPIRE IN ABOUT 6 MONTHS MAX SO AM TYING TO READ AS MANY NOVELS AND FANFICS AS I CAN BEFORE I GET TOO WORSE AND BE A VEGETABLE. FUCK IS THIS SHITTY LIFE, HOW CAN I DIE WITHOUT GETTING MY FIRST KISS LET ALONE BEING A VIRGIN, I HAVEN'T EVEN HELD A BOY'S HAND YET. I MIGHT BE AN ATHEIST BUT I SOMETIMES BELIEVE THAT WHO EVER IS INCHARGE OF MY FATE IS A SHITTY PERSON. I MEAN AT LEAST LET ME LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO WRITE MY OWN FANFIC, HELL I ALSO DESERVE WATTPAD FAME EVEN IF I WON'T LIVE LONG TO ENJOY IT.

[IN THIRD PERSON]

"I COULD HAVE SWORN I TOOK MY PILLS TODAY,RIGHT?" SAID NYX AS A SHARP PAIN FLUSHED OVER HER CHEST. THE PAIN INTENSIFIED AS SHE CLUCHED HER CHEST WITH HER LEFT HAND, CAUSING HER TO DROP HER LAPTOP WHEN SHE ROLLED OVER TO HER LEFT SIDE, GOOD THING SHE WAS ON THE BED BUT THE HER LAPTOP WASIN'T SO LUCKY AS IT CRASHED ON THE GROUND. THE NOISE COULD HAVE ALERTED ANYONE IN THE HOUSE IF THERE WHERE ANY, CURSE HER LITTLE SISTER FOR GOING TO HER FRIENDS HOUSE RIGHT AFTER SCHOOL. HER PARENTS AREN'T EVEN AN OPTION AS ITS 3:45PM, THEY ARE STILL AT WORK.

TO BE FRANK SHE KNEW THAT SHE DID NOT HAVE MONTHS BUT WEEKS OR DAYS AT MOST, HER PARENTS WHERE TRYING TOO MAKE HER FEEL BETTER, THEY EVEN MADE PLANS FOR THE WEEKEND, HENCE THE ABSENCE. BUT FATE IS A TRICKY BITCH BECAUSE IT SEEMS HER LAST MOMENTS WOULD BE SPENT WITH HER WITHERING IN AGONY TILL SHE DROPPED DEAD OR STOPPED BREATHING, WHATEVER COMES FIRST.

[NYX'S P.O.V]

AS I LAYED THERE ON MY BED, ONLY TWO THINGS WHERE RUNNING THOUGH MY MIND LIKE CRAZY; ONE, AM GONNA DIE ALONE AND IN EXCRUSIATING PAIN AND TWO, I HAVEN'T FINISHED MY FANFIC NOR DO I STAND A CHANCE TO SINCE MY LAPTOP IS BUSTED. ALL I COULD DO WAS JUST CLOSE MY EYES AS MY EYELIDS GOT HEAVIER AND A SINGLE TEAR ROLLED DOWN, HOW I WISHED MY FAMILY WASIN'T BUSY TODAY. WHOEVER WILL FIND MY BODY WILL BE SO SAD, PLEASE LET IN NOT BE MY LITTLE SISTER.

THE LAST THING I REMEMBER WAS MY BODY FEELING NUMB UNTIL A STATE OF CALMNESS AND TRANQUILITY WASHED OVER ME, I FELF PEACEFUL AND FREE. I FELT LIKE I WAS ON A PUFFY CLOUD THAT WAS HOLDING MY NONE-EXISTENT WEIGHT AND CARRYING ME AROUND, FLOATING AWAY IN AN ENCHANTED ABYSS UNTIL I HEARD SOMEONE CALL FOR ME OR TO BE MORE SPECIFIC YELL FOR ME TO WAKE UP,I PAUSED,I DID LOCK THE HOUSE RIGHT? SO HOW IS A PERSON INSIDE THE HOUSE AND SOMETHING THAT IS QUITE FUNNY IS THAT I DON'T REMEMBER THE VOICE CALLING FOR ME. THAT NAME IS NOT MINE.