If hevean had a phone i would say..

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"Hey. It's me. Again. I know that you won't ever read this, mainly because I know you can't, but I miss you. No surprise there huh? It feels like you've been gone forever, but you just left this earth. Guess that's what happens when your broken. My whole life you have been here, and now it feels like you've only been there a short period of time. Sometimes I can't even except your gone, sometimes I just scream and cry, and sometimes I just silently cry and hope that someday I'll be okay. It's an endless nightmare if I'm being honest, because my whole life, I had you. And now your gone, and I don't have you and I think how do I even continue life without you? Everywhere I go your there, everything I do, your there. Not in person though. At least not anymore. Everything now reminds me of you. And everytime I close my eyes, I dream of you. There are times I don't want to be reminded of it. And there are times where everything reminds me of it. Like I said it feels like an endless nightmare. I know it's selfish to say, but I want you here. I don't think I can go on in life without you. You was there for everything. My first word, my first birthday, my first steps, my first day of high school, my first heartbreak. You was there for it all and you supported me through everything. You was my best friend and you knew I was going to be your best friend also from the very beginning. 'We are the Anne girls' you would say. I used to think you was just acting silly, now I know that you knew we was gonna be best friends. You knew that you would be the person I loved the most and the person I would need the most. I just wish I could've been there when you needed me the most because now, your gone. Forever. I love you with my whole heart and with every shattered piece of my heart. It was death that did us apart. I love you to the moon and back. Forever and always
                                        -Your niece and best friend Breanne <3

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