This is the breaking of a new morning and the dawning of a new phase. The retainer of the body's existence is interrupted with buzzing sounds which is followed by an invisible swelling in the invisible mind. I thought we are suppose to desire growth? What makes this growth intolerable? Is it not still growth?
Trying to live by everyday, trying to do the compulsory tasks that is come your way. Trying to coup d'état, trying to overthrow a life that is not your own. How?, you do this by working hard, working hard to live and have the best of your given life. Trying to figure out everyday, trying to figure out a life that is not your own, only to later on and by force, let it all go.
Discovery has just begun, knowledge is begin to come and of course wether evil or good, it is come by experience and before we know wether it is good or evil, it is experienced. Greater knowledge is gotten from experience, should we then experience all things? Both good and evil?
Now, the human is saddled with the impromptu responsibility of finding a cure for the overwhelmed headpiece. My God!, What is happening? "The cure" is not even the cure. The holy book says, "out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks" but what can the heart be filled with when the head is filled with constant worries?
When the head is filled with constant worries, the mouth cannot even speak!
We should live in the present and not in the future or the past, but does this future and past not make up our lives? Are you saying we should now live half lives? We cannot even live our lives completely until we die.
Scenery in the head, especially when walking or when laid on the bed. Even when we become engaged with the things that are man made or the things that we can make, can you not see the things that are right inside of your eyes?
The oblongata is a camera but a different one showing different images in different chapters. If I decide to print, I realize I am unmasking and trying to give every chapter it's name. I am giving even the chapter's I have not faced it's fame. It is known even before I can even know what it's all about! My own chapter is known before me. It is known by my subconscious and by my creator. I cannot even begin to know of the subconscious before I get to a certain stage.
How can I not even know? Is it not me it is all about? Are you hiding things that concerns me from myself? Are you waiting to tell me in a certain time? Well, I hope that when you tell me, I will see no reason to regret the reason I did not know it earlier. Or, am I the one not seeing it myself? Please, I am begging you, open my eyes in light and let me preview this chapters in my own camera. I do not even have to see all it's characters! Okay, I know I will never understand until it's time. Well, I am glad I know the chapter's even when I might not see it's before or after.
