Aphrodite (Nikki Sixx x Reader)

Chapter 4

Warnings: Slight smut, language, Doc being a fucking dick, eating disorder, food (idk if this is a trigger? I hate writing about food), Hugh Hefner, dude is a creep. Drunk editing.

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 Some would consider it unhealthy, the amount of sex you and Nikki had. Ever since that first night, you fucked like rabbits. No one had ever made you cum like Nikki did and he was absolutely addicted to your pussy.

You were barely able to walk when Saturday rolled around but you had to push through. It was your trial shoot for Playboy. Doc told you they'd be taking a few pictures to see if you were cut out to be a Playmate. Your anxiety was through the roof. Nikki had his arm wrapped around you as Doc drove you to the mansion.

You tried to hide your anxiety the whole way there, focusing on Nikki beside you. His fingers traced circles on your skin as he placed soft kisses to your temple. You loved this side of Nikki. He was a wild rockstar at night but as soon as you got him alone he was the sweetest man you'd ever met. However, that didn't stop him from being rough in the bedroom. You thought about how he had you by the throat, pressed up against the shower wall last night as he slammed into you. You were dripping at the memory. Your pussy was aching but you needed more. He was like your own form of heroin.

Your stomach dropped when Doc pulled up to the mansion. You gripped Nikki's hand tighter and he looked at you with his everlasting sweet smile. "You're going to do amazing, baby."

You let Nikki help you out of the car and guide you toward the mansion. Doc entered first, shaking hands with the photographers while the girls smiled flirtatiously at Nikki, walking by in their lingerie and robes. You suddenly felt extremely insecure. These girls were beautiful. You bit back tears at the thought of Nikki wanting to leave you and go have an orgy in the Playboy mansion. That was the dream right?

"Aphrodite," Nikki's soft voice broke you out of your reverie as his thumb and forefinger took hold of your chin and pulled you to look at him. He'd taken his sunglasses off so you'd know his eyes were on you. "I'm here. I'm here for you. Only you."

"Nikki...I don't know if I can do this..."

"Do you not want to?"

"I don't know if I'm cut out for it."

"You're the prettiest girl in the world, mi amor. But if you don't want to do it, you don't have to." He told you.

You really weren't sure what you wanted. But then Doc's words rang in your head.

"Girls will be throwing themselves at Nikki for years. You really think he's going to stay with a nobody? Make something of yourself. I can help you."

He was right. The girls in the mansion were already drooling over him. "I'll do it." You told him with a forced smile. You were determined to put on your most confident front and be the hottest you could be for Nikki.

You were led back to a dressing room. Nikki and Doc were instructed to wait outside. You were uncomfortable knowing that Nikki was being his hot self out there with all those naked girls wandering around but you swallowed your thoughts as you let stylists work on your hair and make up.

When they were finally done, you were instructed to change into some black, lacey lingerie. You threw on a black silk robe over the lingerie and looked in the mirror. Your hair was full of bouncy curls and your dark makeup really made your eyes pop. You couldn't deny you looked good. You took a deep breath and stepped outside. You noticed that you were the only one in all black. Most of the other girls were wearing light pink, cream, and white. A couple of baby blues here and there. You furrowed your brows and instantly felt out of place.