Revival

Where ?

   I've never been skinny. And that's where the insults started. Here I can say one of my favorite expressions coined by me,,People have their own criteria, but that doesn't mean you have to follow them." But when you are still a child it is difficult for you to realize this. Especially when thin girls are more liked and loved. You feel different and worthless. When they hinted to me that I was "fat", I felt terrible. You are unique. Being different makes you unique. We are all unique in our own way.Your body deserves more than insulting it. You don't have to change your nose or lips to fit someone's imaginary criteria.If you can lose weight healthily, do it. If you can change in a healthy way, do it. And now you will say to yourself, I can't. No ! You can! You don't have to struggle with complicated diets and workouts. Little by little. First you can drink more water or eat an apple a day. Every little victory brings you some kind of reward. Like some new vitamin taken for example.     
     My desire to lose weight came when I looked in the mirror and didn't fit into my favorite jeans. I felt terrible. I was only in 5th grade after all. At school all the girls were fit, or at least most of them were. I got tired of sitting in one position and signed up for athletics. (Here's another example of a small victory) . I couldn't run. Not even...But I tried and even won a few medals in competitions, although before them I said to myself,, I can't,, . YES BITCH YOU CAN! As I said, ,,our body has no limits,,. I lost weight. But I wasn't satisfied. I started not eating. I was only on water and apples and gum. For a growing organism, this is not normal eating.  I didn't last long and went back to my old ways. Chips, cola and sweets... And finally I just started eating different foods. I'm not completely weak yet, but I'm trying to improve. Not for others. For my self.