looking out for you

chapter 1 "school halls"

Walking through the school halls always scared me. By the end of the hall wad the popular boys. The boys who only see me as a pretty face. The boys who only see me as something to fuck and nothing more. I wich someone would look at me with love.

If you go out to the girls toilet you will find the popular girls, i would call most of them my friends. But they are those friends that just want to be friends with you for people seeing them nicer then they are.
They are assholes

I only have one real friend. Thats jack. Jack is the best. Hes funny, he listens to you when you need help. But there is one problem with jack...

He is gay
Now im not homophobic but everyone in this damn school is. My family is too, so when jack came out and my perents found out, they told me not to ever bring him over at the house again. Jack had it hard in the school after he came out, everyone started bullying him. But he found other friends.

The queer people at the school. They all greeted him with love. He soon became know for being in the group. And it became hard for us to keep in touch.

But sometimes when school is over we meet up behind the school. We talk about all the stuff that has happened since we last talked. Its those moments that makes me love jack. He really is the best.

One day in school i remember seeing jack walk around with Jessie. Jessie was a bad influence. That was the first time i ever had thought that one of Jack's friends was bad. I didn't want to have him be friends with her, but i know that i cant chose who he is frinds with.

That day when i talked to him after school i wanted to talk to him about jessie.

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There he is...

"Hey sara. Is there something wrong"

I didn't realize that my face probably looked like i was in hatred of him

"Oh no sorry, nothing is wrong"

"Are you sure, you look like you just saw me kiss you dad"

I Loughed, that was jacks humor, dumb and like a 14 years old boy

"Well there is something..." I said with a more serious tone

"Go on.."

"I noticed that you were walking with jessie"

"Oh yeah she kinda joined the group"

" I didn't know she was queer. But you do know that she is a horrible person right"

" Sara you are not trying to chose who im friends with... Are you??"

"NO!... Im just worried... i dont want you to get hurt"

"Well its not like she is gonna tie me up to a chair in a basement and kill me"

"I know, but she might hurt your fellings"

Jessie was know for being a bad person, she is addicted to drugs and alcohol, and she is know to have ruined every friendship that she had ever had, because she doesn't care about other people, just herself, she manipulate everyone and everything.

And with that reputation, jack has to understand my worries....

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