a/n okay so I know it's been a while lol but I'm now focused on this story
no one's pov
that night Sam didn't sleep, she couldn't shake the feeling. deep down she knew, she knew it was Carly who held her heart and not Freddie, but she wasn't ready. she wasn't ready to lose everyone, she wasn't ready for the judgemental looks, she wasn't ready for the screaming match with her mother, she wasn't ready for the long conversation with Freddie, or the awkward one with Carly. she wasn't ready to accept it, she couldn't.
so she lay there that night holding her best friend, looking at her face in the moonlight smiling. a real smile, the kind that hurts your cheeks, the kind that come accompanied with butterflies.
it slowly faded when she thought of Freddie, the boy she had been so sure a few hours ago she was in love with, the boy who had held her heart ever since the first kiss on the fire escape. the boy she went on dates with, the boy who bought her smoothies when she was thirsty and food when she was hungry, the boy who gave her his jacket when she was cold, the boy who stood up for her to his beloved mother, the boy who she held hands with and kissed. the boy she had once loved.
she lay there for hours denying her love for her best friend and convincing herself she just missed Freddie.
that night was the night everything changed.
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ithinkiloveher Sam Puckette x Carly shay
FanfictionSam loves Freddie, at least she thought she did but now she's not so sure. She's always felt a strange connection to her best friend, Carly shay, but is now starting to think she may be in love. At first sam is scared and tries her hardest to convin...
