Luna's Works

Work #1

The world is rotten. I feel like an outsider. As if everything was abandoned. And I am lost.

In a supreme environment. There is nothing. But total domination. From those like you above.

I feel like a serf. I feel like a slave. I feel subjugated to the powers beyond.

I don't know what to do. I don't know what to feel. To only find out you were dominated. Just a few months ago.

The master is stern. Aggressive and firm. Who knows what he could do with the tools for which he hurts?

I feel really scared. Horrified and mortified. What he did to those I knew. And what he'll do to me next.

Get me out! Please get me out! Whoever you are. Please save me now!

You brought me here. Yet you can get me out. That's what you said right? So get me out!

I still wanna see my prince. Inside deep in you. I want you to change. So please bring him back.

I wanna go home. If I even had a home. A home where we can be happy again. Firmly together again.

But what if you were always like this? Deep inside your heart? Hiding it when we first met. Only to reveal it a few months ago.

I don't want to believe it. But what is there to believe? From the lies you've told me. It could be what I've seen.

Yet you hold the monopoly on truth. Established by such violent force. So whatever I know, could be planted by you.

I don't know what's true. What's real and unreal? If my memories were correct. Or if I'm just going crazy.

But leave me alone. Please leave me alone. I didn't do anything to you. So why are you punishing me?

I know you're just one person. Yet you feel like a god. Am I supposed to just worship you just like one?

I say all these things. And they don't make any sense. I feel like I'm losing my mind. From all these things I've experienced.

Whatever happens. I don't know what to do. If I even wanna be rescued, or if that's what he wants me to believe.

But whatever I do think, I do wanna know. If I should've seen this coming. Or if I was too slow.

To my friends to my family. To the ones I care about. 

To the ones who currently have someone they care about.

There's something I want to ask you. Deep within my heart.

Is this what love is supposed to be like?

-Cheryl