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Nightmare x self harm reader

This was requested by @yotssu say hi!
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⚠️TW: this story mentions self harm and abuse if any of this makes you uncomfortable feel free to skip this chapter.⚠

With that out of the way. Lets go!

Nightmares Pov
Y/n has not been out of our bedroom in 3 days. I'm almost tempted to go in there myself, but she said she was on her period and it was best to stay away. It hurts to. She my queen and I need to protect her.

Even though I'm a being made up entirely out of negative feelings, I don't want here to be in pain or see here cry. "Boss? Boss?Boss.Boss!" "WHAT!what killer." "Well you've been silent for the past 5 minutes" I flinched "I've just been- I've been worryed about Y/n." " Well maybe you should go check on her."

" It's not that simple, She said it would be best I would leave her be for now." I knew everyone in that room toke it as a Y/n not wanting be around me. Which was only half true. " Jeeze boss." "It's not like that! Well, sort of. She said she was having human women issues." There was confusion in the room.

I went back to my throne and waited patiently for
Y/n to come out of our room. *Tick tock* *Tick tock*
Ugh, I've been waiting to long. What in the whole underground was she doing in there? That's it. I'm going in there.

Your pov
I was internally screaming. I rested in bed laying my head on the pillow. I kept having, thoughts... They urged me to do unspeakable things I would not even dream of. They were the only things I could hear. 'do it, Do It, Do It, DO IT, DO IT.' I suddenly was not feeling well.

Nausea overwelmed me. My head was spinning. A thousand thoughts racing in my mind. They were yelling at me urging me to do it. One little slice wouldn't hurt. Would it? I got up from my bed and went to the bedside table. I opened the drawer and picked up the little pocket knife Nightmare gave me. He told me if anyone was ever trying to hurt me when he was not around, to use it.

It had a different purpose now. To harm the thing it was sworn to protect.

I flipped open the blade and set it on my skin. I pressed down ever so slightly. The blade was sharp so it was already stinging. I hissed as I slid the blade along my skin. Opening a wound and blood pouring out dripping onto the floor. 'Fuck, this hurts. But it's worth it is it not?' I sighed as I pocked another spot copying my movement again, and again, and agian, until my whole arm was covered in marks.

My arm was covered in gashes and blood. But I was satisfied. ' All done! Now, wasn't that fun?~' I guess.

Nightmare's pov
I sensed really strong negative feeling comming from our room. It was Y/n. What if she was in trouble?! Instead of walking to our room, I sprinted, feeling a strong urge to protect her. I slammed into the door breaking it off it's hinges. The screws comming off the wall " Shit, My queen!" There was blood on her arm. Oh hell no. I ran over to her and went on my one knee. "Who did it."

She gasped when she saw my expression. Let's just say I was not exactly thrilled that my queen was injured and bleeding. She mumbled something I could not hear, so bend down lower to hear her only to see her holding the blood-stained pocket knife im her hand. No, she didn't. Did she?

Your pov
I saw Night looking down at me with shock in his eyes. I looked away shyly and he grabbed my chin gently and made me look at him. "Why?" I gasped. He was crying. I could not find the words. " It's okay, you don't need to answer me right now." He held me close. I felt the stinging sensation increase as something wrapped around my arm.

I almost screamed it hurt so much. But after awhile, the pain started to leave me. And I felt, good. I hugged him close as I cried. I felt him pull my chin away and kiss me passionately. He lifted me up and brought me to our bed and layed down finally pulling away from the kiss. "Please, don't ever do that again. I can't bare the thought of losing you."

I signed and snuggled into his chest. Finally, at peace...

'You really thought I was gone just like that? Heh,

Just. You. Wait. I'm not going easy on you next time. =)

Wow. Sorry this was so short. I really need to sleep. I'm so tired. This was kind of lazy, but I needed to finish it. Anyway, I 'm going to go sleep now, gn

Word count:
838 words

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