HI,
I don't know if anyone would read this or not but I wanted to let everything. something that's in there but I am not feeling. something that's it me every second but still doesn't kill something poisonous yet not strong enough to take my soul away. if any one reads it I hope it helps you somehow or at least tell u there is someone like u out there who is feeling something same as u.
thanks
From millions of sperms the best the strongest and the most powerful one is selected but this does not mean the others are not good enough or do not deserve to be someone great its just we always let the strong once win. its neither my fault nor yours its just how our society works. we just let every person step on us thinking that we are not worth anything.
I was a kid loved and pampered always taken care of. away from all the hate stress and reality of the world. this love made me think that people wont ever be hard on me but soon I learned the truth in a hard away. a way which broke in a way I couldn't repair my self. I wasn't strong nor I was mentally prepared but yet I was throne IN front of the alligators merciless hungry despite eating every second.
I am y/n a 15 years old girl depressed, stressed but not ready to end my life. a girl who lost all the motivation all the passion. the girl who lost the reason of her existence. dead deep down with a lively smile. Afraid to live every single day. tired .
the story begins in a high school full of kids, teachers, staff but everyone lonely. Although surrounded by people all the time everyone is alone with no shoulder to cry on and no person to wipe the tears away
