𝗳𝗲𝗺𝗮𝗹𝗲 𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗲𝗯𝗿𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝗶𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀

music | florence pugh

florence pugh slays, just saying

warnings!!
cringy, lil dramatic ig,
mention of anxiety

not proofread!!

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"baby?" florence tried to get her girlfriends attention from her spot in the doorframe but you were too busy deafening yourself with your music so instead of trying for the umpteenth time she decided to just watch you sway around the bedroom. your eyes were closed and she could hear how loud your music was coming out of your headphones

she found it intriguing in a way with how much you listened to music, it was a clear insight to how you were feeling, you almost always had your headphones or airpods on. your music was quite like the reflection of your mood and thoughts

the blonde still remembers the first time you offered her one of your airpods because that was just something you just did not do under any circumstance. your music was your safe place and you believed other people had the potential to ruin that but of course you never saw flo like that, you saw her more as an extension of your safe space

the first song you both shared was cigarette daydreams by cage the elephant it was completely coincidental that she so happened to be around on set whilst you were listening to your playlist dedicated to her

as flo heard the current song transition into chasing pavements by adele she recognised the playlist as your 'lover </3' playlist - you made this playlist before you got into a relationship with flo and she noticed that you only really tended to play it nowadays when you were feeling a insecure

your brain often had times where it tricked you into believing that you weren't good enough for florence, tricked you into thinking that your anxiety was a burden or your health issues were somehow something that you could control and was simply doing it for attention. luckily the actress was always there to drown those thoughts out, to assure you that such issues were beyond your control and could and would never weigh her down

"i know this is love" you sang lowly as you sat on the floor crossed legged and retreated further into one of her hoodies

"but, if i tell the world, i'll never say enough" the woman at the door wanted to let you have this moment to yourself to have a much needed release but she also couldn't allow you to spiral so she decided to slowly approach your curled up figure on the floor

"cause it was not said to you and that's exactly what i need to do" as the last syllable left your mouth florence had set herself down on the floor next to you

your eyes may have been closed and your music deafening, but you could smell florence's unique scent of lavender and a little bit of smoke so you weren't startled when her hands reached up to your shoulders to manoeuvre your body so that her lap acted as a pillow for your head and her fingers acted as a comb through your hair, it was the blonde's way of telling you that she was here

one of your hands entwined as a kiss from her lingered on your forehead

"i'm here" she whispered even though you couldn't here her

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sorry i haven't been updating, life's been kinda crap but it's alright cause yh :)

don't forget to take breaks, eat, drink, and take your medication