𝕽𝖎𝖉𝖉𝖑𝖊 𝕾𝖑𝖚𝖙

Chapter 12

I entered my room and with a sigh of relief I closed the door behind me "Y / n?" I heard a soft voice, "Pans, sorry did I wake you up?" I asked her approaching her bed, "No, don't worry I was going to take a shower, are you okay?" she asked me getting out of bed "yes, yes why are you asking me?" "I don't know you look ... you look strange" she said walking towards the bathroom and turning on the light, I followed her.

 "What do you mean I'm weird?" "I don't know, I think it's just a feeling. But I could be wrong" but she wasn't wrong at all "Actually ..." "I knew it!" made a small jump "What happened?"

she asked me as she took off her shirt to get into the shower "So, last night I couldn't sleep" she stopped me "Talk louder I can't hear you!" I looked in the mirror I sighed and then I continued raising my voice "I decided to go to the bathroom to wash my face and clear my mind" my mind was now full of thoughts "Go ahead" she said screaming from behind the curtain of the shower "Mattheo was awake too, and I don't know how he realized I couldn't sleep, so he asked me to stay and sleep with him and ..." I stopped for a second "he fingered me" I heard the shower curtain opening abruptly "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!" he screamed.

13:02 p.m.

"Y / n, Pansy, get down, lunch is ready" we heard Tom's voice calling us from the kitchen, "We're coming" we said. "Besides all, how was it?" Pans asked me as we were walking down the stairs "What?" "What do you mean 'what' you know exactly what I'm referring to" "Nice, I guess? I mean it was my first time I could never be able to judge" "Wait it was your first time someone touched you like that ?! " she looked so surprised, I just nodded. 

 "Y / n ..." we were sitting at the table, I avoided Mattheo's gaze as much as possible, but he didn't help so "Tell me" I simply replied "Can we talk?" he asked me, I looked up at him "Not now, no" I said looking first at Pansy and then at Tom who were staring at us, they both knew what had happened, and that didn't help either.

Pansy gets up from the table and comes towards me "Y / n, Blaise is coming to get me, we'll have dinner at his house so I'll see you tonight, I'll call you if I decide to stay and sleep with him" she hugged me, greeted Mattheo and Tom, and left. "Mattheo I'm going too, I have to solve some things" said Tom taking his things and going out the door. 

"Come on" I heard her voice behind my back, I turned slightly "I just want to talk"

"I don't want to" I said, walking towards the sink "Come here, mine wasn't a question it was a statement we need to talk" he said trying to reach me "Mattheo-" I tried to say before he took me on his shoulders and heading to his room.

  "Put me down!" "Stop whining we are here" he said, laying me gently on his bed "What do you want" I said fixing my hair "I told you I want to talk" "Okay then, talk", he approached me, and I  stood up.

 "Can I see?" he said in his deep fucking voice "Sorry what?" I asked confusedly, "Your shoulder", I could see myself in the reflection and his eyes looking at me, staring at me. "Why? You don't have enough, while you're here why don't you stab me in the back" I said trying to look at those damned eyes from the reflection of the mirror that would have been able to mesmerize anyone, "Just give me one reason why I should", took a deep breath "There are two reasons really" he said, standing behind me and putting his hand on my neck and stroking it a little bit "First, I want to see how bad it is" I slapped his hand and he slightly bent his head "Second" he put his hand on my stomach and pulled towards him making his body adhere to mine "I want that shirt out of my eyes and away from you"

I tried to free myself from his grip, uselessly, as he was way more stronger, and that gave me no other choice; "We had to talk" I said, "You're the one who didn't really want to talk" he said marking the ending.

 "Fine" I said slowly lifting my shirt up to where I could, and until I felt his cold hands resting on the edges of the shirt, slightly brushing my back, I gasp "What's wrong?" he asked taking off my shirt completely "Your hands are cold" I said "I'm sorry",  he slowly lowered the strap of my bra touching the bruise, then brought his lips to it and left a little kiss, "I'm sorry" he said again, this time whispering in my ear.

 I turned to look at him, his hair fell over his forehead, his outlined jaw was perfect, he was perfect ... he tucked my hair behind my ear, approaching me and placing his lips on mine. 

That kiss was passionate, powerful and possessive at the same time.

"MATTHEO! What the fuck!", Within two seconds Mattheo was away from me and Tom was holding him by the neck of his shirt "What the fuck were you doing, FUCKING SPEAK!" "TOM, Tom calm down" I said taking the shirt off the floor and placing it onto my body, I approach him "Tom, come on let's get out of here" I took him from the wrist and separated from Mattheo.

HI EVERYBODY, I'M SORRY THAT THIS CHAPTER WAS SHORT BUT I GOT ALMOST ZERO TIME TO FOCUS ON THIS DUE TO SCHOOL, ANYWAY I THINK THAT TOMORROW OR WEDNESDAY I'M GOING TO PUBLISH ANOTHER CHAPTER HOPEFULLY WAY MORE LONGER. 

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