𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐑'𝐒 𝐎𝐁𝐒𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍

ignoring her

"No, but please go check on Blue. I wonder what she would be doing. I wanna meet her so badly" as YN was talking on the phone, Taehyung couldn't stop himself from thinking who could that be. She mentioned the name few a times, but he never met someone like that as she never spoke with him about her.

"Yeah, Chloe. I will miss you," she said, keeping the phone on her lap. "Taehyung. Are you there?" she asked, while he hummed, coming close to her. "Thank you-" she said, while he took the phone from her hand and put it away. "Thank you so much" she thanked him again, and he witnessed how she was smiling.

"Who is blue?-" as he was asking, the doorbell rang, making him look at the door. "Let me go check who it is," he said, getting up from the couch. She just waited on the couch, waiting for him. And he came back with his doctor to check up on her. "Hope you are doing well, YN," he said, making her smile.

"Yeah. I'm good, doctor,"  she said, smilingly. "Go bring something for me to drink, meanwhile I will examine her," he said, while Taehyung rolled her eyes before walking inside the kitchen. "Is he taking good care of you, YN?" he asked, hoping that Taehyung doesn't hear him.  She smiled before answering "Yes".

"I hope you are not lying." he chuckled, making her shake her head as a no. "He even took me to the movies. I have never been there and it was so good." she started talking about the movie experience while the doctor listened to her calmly. "That's really good to hear," the doctor added.

"Here," Taehyung said, giving him a cup of hot coffee. "I heard you are taking her to the park as well. Good," he said, while Taehyung just fake smiled, showing his bread cheeks. "If you are done drinking, you can go," he said, while she huffed before speaking. "Why are you shoving him away? Let him be here for some time" she said, making Taehyung sit back and calm down.

He stared at his friend who was holding his laugh at what happened.

"Okay, Tae. I will be leaving now," he said, staring at Taehyung and YN. Taehyung just nodded while YN smiled adding her words. "Please come here soon, while I was here," she said, reminding the time left for her to be in this house. Taehyung turned at her and stared at her, wanting to ask something but he couldn't.

"Y-yeah, sure." the doctor said, looking at Taehyung's expressions. "See you soon both of you," he said, leaving the place. Taehyung came back to her, sitting next to her on the couch. His mind was repeating the words she said just now. Somehow he doesn't like whatever she spotted. His heart was not taking it.

He didn't forget the fact that he was the one who wanted it a few months ago.

_

Since then, he wasn't being himself around her. He wasn't going close to her, he wasn't kissing her goodbye, and he wasn't telling her to have lunch on time. No. He wasn't doing it since then he knew he wasn't going to do that after she delivers a baby. It can't be the same after that.

"Taehyung-" she called, while he was tying up his tie, talking to someone on the phone. "Can you bring me some fruits?" she spoke, even though she has loads of fruits in the house. She knew that something was off and she just wanted to make a conversation.

Taehyung on the other side still didn't listen to what she was talking about. She sighed before going close to him, wanting his attention so bad. "Taehyung" she called him again, and he stopped speaking on the phone and hummed at her. "Fruits. Can you bring some more?" she asked, fidgeting with the hem of her dress.

"You have a lot already. Finish them first" he said, resuming his phone call. She sighed heavily, doesn't know what to speak further. She simply went to the couch and sat on it, while Taehyung got ready and walked towards the door. She waited if he would say something back but nothing comes from him.

She leaned on the couch, clouding herself with some kind of despair she was never been in.

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As he was in the office, he couldn't help but think about her. He regretted how he was behaving with her. He regretted not making her smile like the other days. He didn't take her to the parks, he didn't feed her favourites, and he wasn't being nice to her since then and it was pissing him off.

He wished that he would be nice to her after he goes home. He sighed as he sat on his rolling chair and turned on his personal laptop to check what she was doing.

"Argh, she must be sleeping-" he mumbled, looking at their shared bedroom's footage. She wasn't there. He squinted his eyebrows before checking the living room. She wasn't there either.  "What the" he checked the kitchen and she was nowhere to be found.

"Where could she be?" he thought, waiting for a few minutes if she would be anywhere around but there was no trace of her. "Shit-" he cursed before taking his suit and rushing outside his office.

He drove to his home faster than ever.

As he came back to his house, he stared at the door which was unlocked from the outside. And he got remembered that he forgot to lock the door when he was leaving the house, talking to someone crossing the door. Without thinking further, he went inside the house and called her name.

"YN. Where are you?" he called, waiting for her response. But he received no response. "I swear to god, where are you?" he called again, hoping for her to talk. His lips trembled when there was no one except him in the house. He turned back and rushed outside, hoping that she was in the park.

He entered the park and saw a few kids playing. He went to them quickly, as they would play with YN sometimes. "Hey. D-did you see YN?" he asked, his lips and legs trembling with some fear he never knew. The kids just stared at them and resumed playing.

He groaned before holding a kid's shoulder and kneeling on the ground to see the kid his face level. The kid got terrified and shook his head no quickly. "I know you play with her. Where's she? Did you see her today?" he asked again, his hands holding the kid's shoulder tightly.  The boy again shook his head saying "No. I didn't-".

The kid was on the verge of tears as he was frightened by what Taehyung was doing. He sighed, staring at the kid. He realised how he was making him scared. "Look, tell me if you've seen her. She has a baby like you inside of her. It is my baby with her. I wanna-" he sighed looking away. "Please tell me if you have seen her." he was begging the kid while the kid just shook his head again.

Taehyung couldn't help but hug the kid instantly, making the kid freeze on the spot.

He stood up and walked away from the kid. He walked inside his house and sat on the couch, leaning his elbows on his knees. He was looking down all along. His lips were still trembling and his eyes were fighting for something. That's when he realised the tears falling down his cheeks, wetting the floor drop by drop.

"YN" he mumbled, having no idea where she was. His eyes were continuously tearing up, thinking about whatever he did to her. "I must have treated you better. That's why you left me?" he asked, still staring at the floor.

He regretted it more as he wasn't being good with her for the last few days. He regretted how he was ignoring her.

He held his hair, frustrated for every single thing he did to her since day 1. He thought if she had a choice she would've left him long ago. And now everything was opposite to him. Even he hated breathing. He hated everything around him. He hated himself.

He wanted to scream to her that he was sorry for what he did. He wanted to apologise to her for the rest of his life.

His mind was messing up with her memories.