No One Like Him

Choice

Liam.

Toby.

What am I suppose to do? I don't even know. I could write a text. Wait, no. A note? Maybe. Talking to him is gonna be a disaster.

"Eva!" Cara screams through the phone.

"Yea--" I answered quietly.

"What are you going to do?!?"

"I'll....talk to him, I guess." I shrugged then remembered she couldn't see me.

"Good luck, now is a understatement."

***

"I'm sorry." I apologized to Toby.

"I. I-I guess we-I mean you. " He stuttered looking into my eyes. His eyes. Something that made me fall. Made me fall in to some deep void of hazel matter. I don't really know what. I just am taken somewhere else.

"Yea?" I somehow get out of my mouth.

"Um.. You want to..I mean you should explain..um." He slowly started from a voice into a squeak.

"Right, I'm sorry. We.." That's when he licked his lips, making my knees shake. Why? Why!?

"Eva."

"Yea, Um..We..I mean like I would--We should." I stuttered. Why? I have no flipping idea. His eyes, lips, hair and maybe smile made me weak.

"We should? Do you wanna be my girlfriend or not?!" He asked still looking in my eyes. Still unsure. Still having that small smile, you couldn't quite notice.

"I. I do." I confirmed. My mouth wasn't cooperating with my mind. I don't. Say I don't.

"I do." I said again. What is wrong with me. Do I? I do. I understood it all. Like a tsunami crashes to shore, everything crashed into me. My heart knew before my mind.

I always did. It was masked behind the confusion, madness and regret of my past.

"You do." He said with relief I guess flooding into him.

"I can't believe you do. you still trust me." He looked at me with questioning eyes.

" I definitely do." I nodded trying to make him understand. I blinked. A blink which lasted quite a bit since I was lifted into the air seconds after.

"I really don't know what to do." I heard Toby huff out.

"Kiss me."

And like that he did.