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After classmates ran away, Dazai asked Chuuya „Hey, do you want to practice today? We can go to my house" „Yeah, sure" Dazai was secretly really happy because he has a chance to be with Chuuya all day. He thought maybe Chuuya will stay over night and he will receive his memories back. They silently walk through the park, its getting a little bit darker and they have perfect view on sunset „thats lovely" Dazai said and Chuuya just nodded.

At Dazai's apartment
They walked in and Chuuya was too stunned to speak, because he lives in such a beautiful apartment „You have really nice house you know?" yeah i Just moved in to stalk you everyday at school and your personal life „Oh, thanks. You want anything to eat or drink? You must be hungry. Or maybe something sweet?" Chuuya was pretty hungry, but he didn't want to admit it „No, i'm not" Dazai immediately said „Okey, then spaghetti with red wine, got it" then goes to the kitchen and starts preparing. Then Chuuya goes after him „I can help you if you need, but still, how were you able to buy a wine when xou are 17?" And how did you know i like wine and my favorite food is spaghetti? Chuuya said in his mind „Lets just say i have my own ways" „But still we have tomorrow school and i can't be drunk you know? I can't even get up the next day" That caught Dazai's attention, he can't remember anything about him and mafia but his personal life he can, then it hit him, he knows how he lost his memories, an ability from someone took it and he knows If he will touch that person he will remember it. „So? Then what If we skipped school tomorrow? Its not like we need to be there anyways" Chuuya looked at him and sigh, surprising Dazai and himself what he said „Okey, fine, just because i really like wine" Chuuya then relized „But where will i sleep, if i will be drunk?" Dazai burst out laughing and Chuuya gave him confused look „You can choose on a couch or on the most precious bed with me" Chuuya turn red as a tomato as he thought about sleeping with Dazai in the same bed as him. Chuuya went angry as he throw on Dazai pillow that was on the couch. Dazai burst out laughing again, cause of Chuuya cuteness. Chuuya was throwing at Dazai pillows he found then Dazai said „Okey Chuuya stop now, it's not like i don't want to have fun but i have to make the dish okey? Meanwhile you can go and look around the apartment, by the way the doors next to the TV is my room, you can go and look , you will find the bed you are going to sleep in" Dazai warmly smiled as Chuuya went angry and red at the last comment he made, but he didnt want to make scene so he calmed himself down and answer „Nobody said that i will sleep in your bed with you, dumbass" as he turn around and starting to look around this place.

After 20 minutes
„Chuuya, food is on a table, come eat" there was silent for 5 minutes, then he looked around the house and found him on his bed sleeping. He found himself picking the little ginger up and take him to living room, he put him on a couch and he put his hand on the other whispering „please, come back" then he starts to slowly waking him up „Sorry, I wouldn't wake you up, but the food is ready, If you are really tired we don't need to practice today" Dazai said as the ginger woke up „Oh, i'm sorry i fell asleep and no i'm fine, its like 2 or 3 lines anyway" they walk up to the table and start to eat, Chuuya was mesmerized by Dazai's cooking, it was delicious, but he was pretty bad at expressing emotions so when Dazai asked him how was it, he said it was pretty fine, „I'm glad you like it" Dazai said with warm smile on his face, he knows that Chuuya doesn't like expressing his emotion too much, only with one person he talks about his emotion, Kouyou Ozaki- Port mafia executive, she was like a sister to him. A sound started to ring and it was Chuuya's phone Dazai frozed as he said „Oh, sorry i need to take this, it's my sister" „Yeah, sure" Dazai wasn't sure If he meant the same person that across him mind when he said sister but everything what he thought was true as Chuuya said „Hi, Kouyou, you need something?" Why does Chuuya has to remember her but not him, it wasn't fair, he want to bad to Chuuya to remember him, after Oda's death, he stand by his side even thought he was clingy, annoying, flirty and sometimes offended for no reason at all, he just started to relized how much he actually lived Chuuya, he was his dearest friend he had and now? He is gone, he knows that no meter what he will help him to get his memories back, even if it cost him his own life. As Dazai overthink, Chuuya went back and knew something was off „Something happened Dazai?" Chuuya ask with a confused look on his face, but this question really surprised him „How do you remember her and not me Chuuya?" Again looking with a REALLY confused face „What the fuck you are talking about Dazai? It's my sister, besides what do you mean by that, why should I remember you, i don't get it" „it's nothing, go back to eat" Dazai had sad face while the whole time they ate. „Dazai, i dont know what were you talking about, but i can tell you that Kouyou is my bis sister and after one day i woke up in a hospital she was the first person that called me, i dont really know anything, i know i lost my memories on some things including her, i discovered she was my "bis sis" in my past job which i dont remember what was that too, i have some contacts still in my phone, but some of them blocked me and sis said it was because they couldn't talk to me, some guy who i have in my phone is Mackerel, i have no idea who it is and some guy Mori and akutagawa. And now tell me what did you mean by why don't i remember you?" His eyes widen when he said Mackerel, because he knew it was nickname that Chuuya gave him „Wait a second please, I need to call someone first" Dazai walked into his bedroom and called Mori „Hey boss, he knows that he lost his memories and still has contact on Kouyou, i don't know maybe i should tell him the truth?" „Dazai, I know you want him back, but you know he doesn't need to believe you, you can unblock him and tell him something about you but not about the Mafia and me, okey" „Okey and one more thing, i know how to get his memories back, i discovered that someone has ability to take other people's memories and if I would find him and touch him, he could get it back" „I will help you with searching for that person, otherwise Chuuya is our loyal member" Mori said and ended tha call, Dazai lay down on the bed and starts to cry, he knows he could make him get the memories back. He was happy. Meanwhile Chuuya listen to the whole conversation and stood behind the doors shocked, he slowly walk to the table, because he knew Dazai will come minute after him. Dazai came to the table and started to talk „Chuuya" „Yes, Dazai? What do you need?" „After we practice the scene I need to tell you something okey?" Chuuya knew what he is about to say to him but he has to act surprised „Yeah, of course" Dazai discovered from his tone in his voice was something off, did he know something? He don't know.

After the practice 20:39
At the practice they had to kiss, but Chuuya was too embarressed to do that, so Dazai instead of kissing him put his hand on his mouth and kissed his own hand. Chuuya was glad that he did that. „So Chuuya, wanna go outside for the talk or we should stay here, or whenever you want" „We can stay in here or If you want we can go near to a lake that has a perfect view on moon." „Okey, I love lakes, lets go there"

At the lake
"You were right, I love it here, it's perfect" like you Chibi, „Yeah, i know, so what was that you wanted to talk about?" „Hmm, where should i start?" Dazai teased Chuuya „I dont know, maybe where it all started?" „You've got a point, okey then, you know you lost your memories on everyone and everything right?" „Yeah i know that stupid" „So, that "Mackerel you have in your contacts, it's actually me, i will unblock you right now" he immediately did that and Chuuya's phone got a notification:"Mackerel unblock yours number, you can text and call with him/her again" Chuuya couldn't believe how much they text and call each other in the past as he was looking at the text „ Okey now, I'm not supposed to tell this to you, but it hurts so much, I need to, just promise you will believe me, okey?" Chuuya nodded „So we were working at Port mafia together, we were partners in crime" Chuuya frozed at the moment he said Port mafia „You know the famous duo Double black (soukoku) right?" „Yeah, nobody knows who they really are" „It's us Chuuya, it's me and you, after we saved Yokohama, you were immediately sent to hospital, that caused your condicion, from that day i didnt see you, I was so worried about you and knowing I will never see you again, but here i am, sitting beside you at beautiful moonlight and lake with my favorite person" he smiled warmly at Chuuya, he was still shocked, but he believed him, then then he asked „But how did you know where i live and everything?" „We were able to crush a whole organization in one night, this is piece of cake for Mafia you know, Chuuya?" „So, you tracked me down huh, i see" Chuuya smiled back and this smile melted Dazai's heart „I missed you Chuuya, you know?" „Even though i don't remember you, but this feeling I have with you, is something familiar" Dazai's eyes fully widen and he found himself hugging the ginger boy beside him, his tears starts to fall down, even though he doesn't want to cry. Chuuya hugged him back saying:„Someday I will remember everything, I promise you that, but from now, lets make new memories together Okey?" Dazai was surprised, but happy at the same time „Okey, just don't leave me ever again" „I promise, but now, lets go to your apartment, its getting cold" „Yeah we should go back." Dazai grabs Chuuya's hand which makes Chuuya's cheeks a little bit red but still follows the taller boy.

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Soo next part is little bit longer then the first part, again i am so sorry for mistakes, you can comment and tell me where i made a mistake, hope you enjoy it, baii<3

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