Mafia In Love✔️

chapter 8

Author pov

New was pissed the time he entered the house he don't know what he is feeling now all insecurities are bottled up, he wished Krist was there so that he could tell him what happened today.

When he slammed Tay's car and went inside the first thing he did was he went to Krist's room he badly wanted to talk to his P, but to his bad luck, Krist had some meeting with Singto about something that happened in their company. New had no choice but to sulk during the dinner.

"Newwiee what happened love why are you sulking," His mom asked him, but the latter didn't respond to her looking all pissed, they couple just sighed they are used to sulking Newwiee it usually happens whenever they get Tay's topic and now since Tay is sitting in front of him it's obvious New is sulking because of that but the older couple enjoy to see their kids bricking. After a while, he eyed Tay and said "you know why I'm sulking" the older couple just laughed at their son's behaviour.

"By the way dad when is p coming home," He asked he need his p now "Don't know son, you want something-" Their conversation was cut by a phone call Tonny looked at Tay and answered

"hello"

"Tonny do you know where Tay is? He is not picking up his phone and I don't know he looked different today I'm worried what if he.."

"Wait wait Danny your precious son is sitting in front of me and having dinner with us, by the way let him stay today here ok" As soon as he said that spoon that New was holding fell he can't believe what his dad said, he was hoping Tay will go after dinner but now his dad just said that this guy will stay.

New was annoyed to share his room with Tay, but he had no choice he had asked his parents for a guest room but they said it was not clean so he had to share it.

"Why do you have to agree to stay Te" He said he was more irritated when he saw that smirk on Tay's face "well it's not my fault it's your dad who asked me to stay and it be rude if I rejected it but if you tell me to go I will" Tay said smirking he knows very well that even if New tells his parents that Tay will leave they won't allow him to go until morning "why are you such pain in the ass you idiot and I don't even know why I'm dealing with you" New was very irritated, instead of talking to this idiot it's better to sleep he thought.

"You sleep on that couch don't you dare sleep on my bed if you have any death wishes you can do that😒" He said, as for Tay he had enough of annoying New today so he Obidently went and got ready to sleep New was a bit surprised that he thought Tay might argue but no he didn't he went quietly and slept.

Tay was not asleep he was staring at the ceiling thinking about what happened today, why did he kiss New he never felt that before and when anyone tries to come close to him he would give them cold shoulder. He wanted to protect New that's why he announced that New is his boyfriend but why did he kiss him, he was sure he saw someone but don't know if it was Kae or not his body suddenly wanted to kiss New and he did he felt good it was a good feeling but kissing New felt as if he was used to New's lips even though it was their first kiss.

He is grateful to his aunt Nin, she had insisted he call her mama and he had to. The couple looked sweet and cute; he knows they were one of the biggest mafias, even Nin was a good shooter during that time, but after Krist was kidnapped, they decided to quit and leave normal, that's why Tay don't want to mess up with them. He is grateful to this couple because during his bad days they were with him, especially Nin she gave Tay all the mother love he missed when he was so broken and didn't know who to trust, but his dad brothers and Thithipoom couple helped him a lot he doesn't know how to repay them for their kindness what they did to him. Tay sighed and closed his eyes he was feeling sleepy already. That night, Tay had a nightmare again, and he looked up. There he was again. It had been a years since he had seen that cold grey door. Just a few years ago since he'd stormed out through it with those bad memories that just ruined her life.

It was always this way when they fell apart he was nearly used to it by now. Nearly...It was harder every time...More painful...Just exhausting. But still, there he stood, in front of that door so familiar to him. He recognized every scratch, every small fault in it. Why was he here wasn't he in New's room why in this place that he never wants to visit?

Long back then All the pain, all the fatigue, the insecurities, the impatience they all melted away completely every time his mom opened that door and looked at him.

All of it was instantly replaced by the love, the warmth, and the peace he felt with his mom, whenever she was with him. But then the cycle would start again. She was there smiling at him she looked so happy but that smile of her's is fake she is fake all the memories she had with them was all lie. She looked at him who was staring at her she smiled "Tay son why are you standing there come in" She said with a smile "wh.....why are you back... I told. You to stay away why"  Tay said shivering all those bad memories started to come how did he land up here he was thinking. "What are you talking Tay, come to mom and give me a tight hug," His mom said again and went to him with her arms open "No... No... Don't come to me... Leave me alone... Let me go" He started to struggle he was feeling restless he couldn't breathe "Tay... Son... Tay...Te... Te... Mom. Dad comes fast" He suddenly could hear New's voice instead of his mom that was when he opened his eyes.

When he looked at them three pairs of eyes were looking at him worried, he knew now he was having a nightmare New looked worried and scared. "Tay son you alright you were screaming in sleep," Tonny said to Tay he looked worried Tay felt bad for making them worried   

"I'm fine dada don't worry I'm used to it," He said making it sound funny but no he was wrong they looked more worried.

"Don't worry you three I'm fine nothing is wrong with me you guys go to sleep" Tay assured them he is fine after Tay convinced the parents a lot they agreed to leave but one person stood there scared and worried, he had tears in his eyes. Tay sighed he don't know how to calm this boy in front of him now "Hin come here" He said patting the seat next to him and New sat there silently "why are you sad? You should be annoyed I woke you up at night" Tay tried to cheer him up but instead of getting annoyed or any argument Tay heard a heavy sob from New which panicked him "Hey... Hin... New... Look at me why are you crying I'm fine to see" He said but instead of calming down New cried some more Tay didn't know what to do, so he let the latter cry.

After a while, New looked at him with puff eyes "Te......You....... You know I... I was so scared wha... What if something happens to you?  You were first screaming and then when I... Called.....Your name you stopped breathing you know how scared I was why do you do that to me" And fresh tears came back in New's eyes 'is this what dad and p sing feels whenever I have nightmares? ' Tay thought about how much trouble he might have caused them, he was suffering and unconsciously the people around him also suffered Tay felt bad. "And... I... Pushed you out of my bed. ... Tay you. Come sleep there with me" Tay was bought back from his thinking by New's voice he blinked he was not expecting this offer "Are you sure Newwiee" He asked not sure if he should believe it or not "Consider yourself lucky I don't allow anyone to sleep in my bed other than my P kit now I'm offering it to you if you don't want then-"

"What I don't want no no I will sleep there come on let's sleep," Tay said in a hurry and went to the queen size bed to sleep comfortably he was a bit uncomfortable sleeping on the couch, but as soon as his head touched the pillow he went to deep sleep. New looked at the sleeping man with worried eyes "who are you Tay Tawan, what happened in past that haunts you so much" He talked to himself he was very scared when Tay stopped breathing he felt as if his life was suck. He decided to ask Tay tomorrow and called the night laying beside Tay.
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Double update ✌ since I had nothing to do i wrote this chapter I hope it's not boring and your enjoying this, encourage me with your vote for more updates 😝