Julia's P.O.V
I woke up and saw Myles. He looked terrible and it was my fault. I looked out the window, & my breath was taken away about how the city looked. It was all lit up during the night.
Myles & I were on the 7th floor, and the view was amazing. I fell in love with it. But then a thought came to mind.
"Its Beautiful isn't it? Its breath taking. It's sight is hypnotic. But its a scene. A scene of many different people. Isn't it a beautiful piece of scenery? But what if it was all gone? What if the truth wiped the lies away?"
This thought brought me down. It was like I wasn't allowed to be happy? Not even for a second! Like I was happy one second then the next thing I know I'm being beat or depressed listening to MCR or Nirvana and just relating to there words.
I saw that it was 12:02 am, I walked through the very empty halls of the hospital. Walking into the bathroom, I lifted up my shirt, I saw many scars. From different things. Glass, and you know beatings.
I sighed, holding back tears. I hated life. It was terrible. I literally just wish I could disappear, from everything & everyone. And I knew I could, but I don't know why I never do.
I was just staring at my reflection. Looking at my features, everything in detail. It was weird, was thus how other people see me?
I then walked back to Myles' room. Noticing he was still just there, motionless, I just stood there, staring at him. Even when he was on the verge of dying he was perfect, how could he even talk to someone like me?
Maybe he thought I was some charity case. Maybe I was just some other everyday sad girl to him. But I was thankful for his help.
I went and faced the chair to the beautiful view. I thought about everything, it was like a movie was playing in my mind. But I still just couldn't shake this weird feeling.
I laced his hand into mine. I just held y while I stared at the view, and just jepy staring. I smiled. Feeling my eyes get heavy. I knew I was eventually going to fall asleep again. So I just let my eyes close. Smiling. Thinking. Imagining. Sleeping.
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Sorry for the shortness, XD, But hope you liked it...Lol.
