"Stay." He whispered against my neck
His touch kills me I can't explain the way he makes me feel
"I can't." I lied I really want to stay but I can't
"You know you want to."
I know I do
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One last kiss wouldn't hurt right?
I brought him closer and kissed him passionately
I'm going to miss those lips but mostly him.
"I have to go."
"Why don't leave please."
"Myles you went out with a girl not long ago you left me hanging for more then one hour, and now you want to finish what we 'started' I don't think I can do that. You hurt me even though you don't see that, I need time to think."
"Where are you going?"
"I honestly don't know yet."
"I'm sorry I-I know it's not right, I just missed her."
"Oh."
"Take this and please call me, I love you.." he said handing me money
"It's fine I have money."
" just take it,
I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you"
I hugged him and left
This is so hard but this is why love sucks
'Sometimes you hurt the ones you love the most' and he hurt me
But I'm used to being hurt emotionally and physically by my dad.
This hurt as bad as losing my mom
I guess I just didn't expect that from myles.
You see him and you think he's the sweetest guy, he still is it's just that I love him a lot and I got hurt easily
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I still have no idea where I'm staying
I'm just driving around looking for something to eat
Sonic? Yes ( LOLOL I'M STUPID )
I parked and ordered my slushy (;
This slushy is the best thing that's happened today
I hope myles cares enough to come find me,
I know what your thinking you just left when he asked you to stay
Well yeah but every girl likes a guy to tell her more than one time and to be 'held down' you get what I mean?
Plus he was trying to get in my pants
That's his way of apologizing?
It's going to take a lot more than that
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The guy finally came with my slushy!
"Thank you." I said as I paid
"Julianna?"
"Kalin? I've missed you so much! How are you?"
"I'm good, Aye I've missed you so much you don't understand!
How come you have all your clothes in here?"
"Oh uh, I'm staying at a hotel for tonight."
"You can crash at my place so you don't have to spend money and we can watch movies!"
"Alright sounds good when do you get off?"
( he's working @ sonic if you didn't catch that )
" in 15 minutes "
"Ight I'll wait for you here."
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I guess I'm staying at kalin's tonight
I'm glad I saw him I really didn't want to stay at a hotel for the night
I do miss myles though.
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This wasn't as 'long' as I planned actually it isn't that long but I have school tomorrow and I'm "new" I need help :/ I'm nervous how can I make new friends?? I know it's a stupid question but help if you guys comment on how to help me (LOLOL) I will update tomorrow!! (;
