𝑫𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒓𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 || 𝙅𝙞𝙠𝙤𝙤𝙠 ||

𝔼𝕡𝕚𝕤𝕠𝕕𝕖 𝟚𝟚 (𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕗 𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤👶)

It's been 2 weeks already. I miss him so bad and I would lie if I said that I didn't worry about him. I miss his hugs, the way he held my hand, his smile, his kisses and even his scent.
2 weeks was really slow, me and my friends spent every minute with each other but they were like me..empty.

Our moods were the same. No one felt like doing anything nor had any energy to do things we used to before.

Seonghwa hyung has been suffering because of his heats ever since Hongjoong left. We all knew that only Hongjoong could help seonghwa hyung.
Seokjin hyung. He's been alone talking to fairies with no mood. He sometimes were also in his heat, but after Namjoon left, he changed. He was our chef but now he's the one waking up the latest and stay in his bed.
Yunho. Our energetic bestie has not been talking a lot since mingi left. It's like he needed to be completed in order to get his energy back.
Hoseok hyung. He's sad that yoongi, his crush left. He thought that they maybe could've mated if yoongi didn't leave this early.
Yeosang. My neighbour, the one not leaving my room isn't leaving his room. He's gotten his trauma back ever since jongho left. He keeps waking up at night yelling and screaming.
Wooyoung. My loudest bestie is the most quiet one now. He was sticked to San even before san liked him. And now san left and wooyoung had no one to talk nor stick to.
And me...I ended up being like seonghwa hyung. I was going through heats...even with that, my depression took over me. I don't eat, I don't get up from my bed, I don't look through the balcony like I used to. My pet being worried of me everytime.

We all promised our mates but...one thing they didn't know was..angels suffer even after their mates leave them for one day. If we told them this they would've not left. We couldn't do such a thing because hell was their home. And they had the right to save their home.

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The sunlight hit my face as always. There would be Jin hyung or seonghwa hyung waking up me for breakfast now but the room was dead quiet. I got up from my bed and washed my face. I looked in the mirror and my face was swollen from crying last night.

We all were not in the mood. But I'm the king...right?
Ahh...why can't I act like one...

"But...I promised him that I'll stay strong...and I will", I wiped my face with towel and headed directly to the closest room which was yeosang's.

I knocked his door and there was no sound. But I'm sure that he's probably awake. I opened the door and saw yeosang sitting on a chair in the balcony. I walked up to him and he did not notice it at all.

"Yeosang?", I asked as he looked at me with a blank face. His face usually would light up when he saw me.

"I miss Jongho, Jimin... they say angels can't live without their mates and it's so true..". He said as I sat down next to him.

"I miss Jungkook too yeosang.. but we can't fall. That's not what jongho wants from you. He wants to see a healthy yeosang that will welcome him with the brightest smile.", I said yeosang stayed quiet.

"Jimin...let's say we both will be okay..what about seonghwa hyung? Seokjin hyung? Yunho? Hoseok? Wooyoung? They also are like dead angels", yeosang said playing with his fingers.

"Seonghwa hyung goes through his heat 5 times in a week...others are quiet and depressed...I've got my trauma back... what can we even do?", he finished. I sighed because he's right. We all are not feeling well.

"We should still try Yeo, let's go to seonghwa, and please stand up and don't let yourself down. As your king I want you to go wash you face, I'll be waiting outside.", he nodded and went to the bathroom.

I left his room and just minutes later yeosang joined me. We both went to Seonghwa's room. But...as we heard some sounds coming from the room we were worried.