DSMP oneshots [angst/fluff]

Where'd i land? I'm lost

[Nausea/angst/eating disorder/mentions of suicide]

George

Crying, sobbing. He had his head on the younger boys shoulder, clinging his arms around his waist. The younger male, arm around his shoulder to comfort him. He couldn't help but cry. Why did she do that.?! Why did she go ahead and.. did it.. George knew Niki had been sensitive ever since she moved in, but it had gotten worse. Niki was sweet, caring & nice but she wasn't nice to herself. She hadn't seen her own worth and that she mattered too. She 'was always in the way' or 'annoying'. But that's not true. Liar, bullshit. She was so important to so many people, she just didn't seem to realise.

George silently stood closer to Dream and slightly leaned on him. George's knees were wobbly, it has been happening more often lately and he knew exactly why. He hadn't eaten for days, he had just been drinking water. He'd lost his appetite and motivation. His house was a mess, just like himself. His hair was oily due to not showering and he was white, pale and skinny. He lost much weight and grew bags under his eyes due to lack of sleep. He still felt aftermath of dying, aftermath of healing an enormous wound in his chest. George was scared he maybe was gonna pass out, sometimes it did feel like it. But after a glass of water it went back to an 'I'll survive' state again. His bedroom stank, just like his living room who was also a complete mess. He sometimes went to the kitchen as the bathroom remained unused. Till this moment, nobody had noticed the state he was in yet luckily. Not yet at least. Dream will probably notice sooner or later, but not yet at least. Not until everything started spinning and he was forced to lean on the other boy with his full weight that was that little it had gotten unhealthy.