Love or Not?

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Soap's Perspective
I almost know Ghost about 8 years now... And... We like almost brothers...I will protect him no matter what... Now....its war... The Task Force is trying its best to fight with the Shadow Company... And Makarov... Its hard to stay a true helpful and happy human... In these times....

-What are you thinking McTavish?
Ghost asked me and he sucked into his cigar...

-Oh...nothing...

-Really? Its weird of you...

-Oh? It is? Why?

-You always thinking about important things...

-Mostly yes... But not now...

-Why?
He asked as he crossed his arms.

-Well in these times...

-Oh yeah... Thats true....
I sighed. He is really crossed his arm around me? Its weird from him... He is not really touchy... He always was cold in this way. Or he just want me to calm down...

-Its okay McTavish... I know its hard...
And he petted my chest...

-I am calm... Don't worry Lieutenant I am fine...

-Really Cap'n? Are you turely okay?

-Yes I am Lieutenant..!
I smiled... I know its claming Simon down...He stroked my shoulder... I smiled again...its just calming me down...

-Hey Simon...

-Yes Capitan?

-Can you give me an igniter?

-Oh sure...
And he give me a igniter with a rose... Its more beautiful that we soldiers can have... Its an unisex ignaiter... Not girly and non-masculine its.. Just normal....

-Thanks Simon...

-No problem McTavish...
I don't know why he give this to me... Is he love me? I don't know... He is not gay... I am sure about this... Come on McTavish! He is not gay...!

-Are you okay?

-... Yeah... I am...

-You don't sounded brave and confident...

-Well... Uh...

-Whats the trouble McTavish?

-There is no trouble Riley I am fine... Turely fine... Don't worry!

Ghost's Perspective
He is just weird for me... McTavish mostly talk me brave and like he is not scared... But now he sounded unsure...
I hugged him a little.

-You are unsure McTavish?
He blushed a little bit.

-Yes... I am...

-Its okay McTavish... Everybody can be unsure...
He smiled like he is saying "Thank you"...

-Well Simon... Its getting late dosen't it?

-Yeah... You are right...

-I am going back to my suite...

-Okay McTavish... Goodnight...

-Goodnight Lieutenant...
And he standed up and go back to the housing estate...
I just want to stay with him... He is my erverything... If he is not next to me I don't have many energy to do things... Like training or getting ready to a misson...

-I love you McTavish...
I said it softly...

Soap's Perspective
I go back to my room... When I arrived I go inside and closed the door... I love when no one can see what I do... I am not an open person... Gary is an open person... And the only one... But this not important now... I decided to make a tea... Because I love tea... And how Simon does it... I just love the "Simon typed" tea... Its remembered me when I was a little child in Scottland... Just perfect... Like Riley... I like to think about him... His smile... And his british accent... Just perfect... I just want him... By my side like a lover....Or seeing him better as my husband... I just want this type of life after this horrible war... I want to finish this as soon as possible... I want to live my life with Simon... In peace,trust and love... And somebody knocked...

-Come in!
And the door opened... It was Simon...

-Hey...

-Hey Cap'n...

-Whats the problem Lieutenant?

-Well.... I can't sleep...Can I sleep with you?
I blushed a little bit when when he said this...

-Problem McTavish?

-No its not... You can of course...

-Thank you...
And he taked off his boots and layed down to the bed and started reading... I turned back to the tea making...

-Hey John...!

-Yes?

-Can you make me a tea too?

-Sure I can...
I taked 2 mugs and I poured tea into both of them...

-So....Why are you can't sleep Simon?

-Well I don't know... I just... Always dreaming... About the war and my bad childhood...

-Oh... You have nightmares don't you?

-Yeah...

-Well you will sleep with me... I try to help you...

-I just want you next to me... Your look calms me down...

-Really?

-Yeah...
I gived his tea to him...

-Thanks McTavish...

-No problem Simon...
I said with a soft smile...

-Well... Lets chat...

-About what?

-Well about our young life...

-I don't know McTavish...

-Why?

-Well I had a really bad childhood because of my father...

-What he done to you?
I took his hand...
-You can tell me erverything Simon...

-I know Capitan... Well...
He sighed.
-I had a really traumatic childhood because of my father... He was heartless.... He forced me to kiss a snake...

-What? He was crazy?!

-I think so... And my brother Tommy always scared me with a skull mask...

-Oh...

-And... My father started using drugs...

-... I am speechless...

-... I know... You look like almost crying...

-I am gonna cry... But lets countine...

-You want to Cap'n?... Are you sure?

-Yes I am...

-Okay... Well I become a butcher but after 9/11 I decied to go to the army... And I joined to the SAS...

-...

-You are very quiet McTavish...

-I know... I don't wanna cry... So I am quiet...

-Ohh....

-Okay.... Its that all?

-I guess so...

-Okay...

-And thank you for the tea...
He give me his mug with a soft "thank you" smile...

-No problem...
I put the mugs down and I laid next to him...

-Boots...
He said while pointing to my boots... And I take them off...

-Are you gonna go sleep Simon?

-I think so...

-Okay Goodnight...

-Goodnight Cap'n... Can you turn the other way?

-Why?

-I want to take my sunglasses and backlava down... And I don't want to show my face to you...

-Okay its not problem...
And I turned to the other way for to see the wall...

-Sweet dreams Lutheraiant...

-Sweet dreams Cap'n...
And we both fell asleep...

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