rainstorm

chapter 4

I quickly jumped out of my bed , panicking, running down the stairs , putting my shoes on, ignore every word my mom says, and dashed out the door, I Needed to see phayu to see if he was alright abd not hurt because of me.
I felt dizzy, like I was about to pass out but I did not stop running, I will never stop until I know phayu is alright.
I dont know how long I ran for maybe 1 hour or more, I desperately tried to find phayu but I didn't know where he lived, I contacted him no reply, shit now I'm really panicking. I keep running , "bang" it starts thunder ⛈ storming bit I wouldn't loose phayu..."why", I cried... kneeling on the floor now, why has it git to be him.. tears falling down my cheeks, "why did I have to fall inlove with him" "Why did all this happen" " my life is just full of bad luck" "why".."why"..."wh-" I faint agian, only this time to wake up in someone's arms, I look up "PHAYU" I said happily, and relieved he's not hurt, I quickly went in for a hug "I'm so so sorry phayu" phayu just did his usual flirty laugh , like always, "how can u act so casual after all that happened" I said in angry tears phayu just looked at me, smiling while wiping my tears away. "I hate you," I said joking we both laughed , phayu but me on his motorbike and we went to his house, he gave me another shower and some medicine. We both just layed there staring at each other until phayu jumped on top of me pinning me with his strong hands, kissing my neck and lips, this time I didn't push away, I didn't resist I just let him do whatever he wanted to me. He slowly took of my shirt and his trousers 👖. I blushed so hard I heard ringing in my ear . "There, there,darling~ no need to be nervous, just tell me if I'm being to rough~" I let our a small moan and phayu seemed to like that. We made out and fell asleep me cuddling him with his arms around me.

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