When I woke up the next, I felt as if nothing happened last night, literally. What was on my mind was the gift I was thinking to make for Toni's birthday. I was thinking of so many ways how could I pay back all of the things she did for me all throughout our wonderful friendship.
I've been watching videos on youtube of what was the best birthday gift you could give a friend, I even googled some tips and asked some of my friends what could be the best birthday gift ever.
A friend told me that I should give her one of the best birthdays of her life, or should I say gives her the best birthday of her life.
I really don’t know how I would do it. I’ve got here a small notebook, smaller than the one she gave me, I already thought of giving her the same size of the notebook she gave me but I know I won’t be able to finish it on time so I bought a smaller one. I also got coloring materials, few scratch papers which are colored and a bit artsy. I also got the time to do it but what I don’t have is the idea of how will I start it.
I wish I could be an artist at this moment. I really got nothing on my mind.
“Balloon. That’s right balloons.” I thought
I still tried to do something out of that notebook, I tried my best to give a shot on it even though it was not really good as what she gave me but I know she would still like it. I wrote a letter for her, at first I didn’t know what to say, just thank you and sorry are the words coming from the ink of my pen. As I was looking out the window of my room, I saw two girls playing hopscotch. I remember the first time we played together, I even imagined us being those two girls playing. Then, there I got the idea of what should I be writing in my letter for her. I started at the first day we’ve played together, I made a few caricatures out of it and I know yes, it’s not really good and I feel so annoyed of my drawing. Still, I continue. Then, the second thing I wrote was our firsts together and I can still remember few of them. I laughed about few of it and I feel like everything was flashing back at me, I want to do those things again with her but I know, I already don’t have much more time---
I just said it. I already don’t have much more time to be with her---
