assasins have no friends

moon light

Bright rays of moonlight slid through the heavy curtains and lightly fell on illumi's face, awakening the assassin. he was still laying on top of a very much asleep hisoka, sweat cooling in the room air made their skin stick slightly, as they were both completely naked. One heavy arm was still hugging his body, the other sprawled aside on the bed. "What am I doing what am I doing what am I doing..." – the peaceful moment was destroyed by the intrusive thoughts that flooded illumi's mind as he processed the situation, all while keeping completely still, not wanting to wake the magician. "this is getting out of hand/ what if father finds out/ what if mother finds out/ it's just business / don't make it something that its not/ you're overanalyzing again/ what am I doing/what if father finds out/ why does he smell so good/ what am I thinking/ how is his skin so soft/ is red his natural hair color/ what if killua finds out/ what if killua never comes back home / what am I doing/ I am an assassin I don't need friends/friends? Are we friends? more than friends? /shut up shut up shut up shut up..." – "illu" hisoka's soft, stern voice broke the never-ending tsunami of thoughts in illumi's head, like a huge breakwater emerging from the bottom of the ocean, Making everything in his mind disappear.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you" illumi replied, his face buried in his palms. Hisoka hugged him tightly and kissed the crown of his head. "No need to apologize" he said in that same soft yet serious tone, no traces of recent slumber in his voice.
Hisoka was a big hugger, a concept that was very strange to illumi to begin with, as he never experienced it. The butlers raising the kids were not allowed to hug them after the age of 3, and he never saw his parents hugging. Hugging meant you were completely vulnerable and open to surprise attacks. It was best to not be accustomed to it even within the family, in case an enemy with an ability similar to illumi's was to change their appearance or manipulate the body of one of the family members. Hugs were not safe. So, the fact that hisoka, who had the experience and a fair number of enemies, was freely hugging a zoldyck baffled him further. And yet, those arms wrapped around him, arms that could crush his skull or slash his throat with ease, felt so warm and comforting.
So he let himself be vulnerable.
illumi felt hisoka move under him, adjusting so he could lay by his side, soft lips fluttering around the assassin's neck from behind, and long nails pleasantly scratching his bare chest. "What are you doing?"- "Distracting you" hisoka replied between kisses, his nose lightly scraping the curve between illumi's neck and shoulder followed by the repeated soft touch of his lips. "Is it working?", illumi could hear the playful smile in his voice. "surprisingly, yes" he answered plainly. "So cold illu, you actually sound surprised", illumi could tell hisoka was pouting as there was a short pause in the rhythm of his kisses. He turned to face the magician's face, his long hair getting tucked under him "you're such a baby" he said while narrowing his big black eyes and staring right into hisoka's. his wavy hair looked purple in the dark room, the red showing only where the moonlight hits. His fox-like golden eyes widened for a second when illumi turned to him. "He looks so good" – illumi couldn't help but thinking as he stared, almost memorizing the view. The more time he spent with the magician, it was as if he was getting prettier.
Hisoka pulled illumi closer from his lower back, and leaned into a big kiss. The assassin followed and stuck his tongue in hisoka's mouth while grabbing him by his hair to force their faces even closer into that hot, wet kiss.
Soon enough They were both panting and grabbing on to one another frantically, as both their lengths throbbed and grew longer. "Fuck. I want to fuck him so hard he breaks in to tears; I want to swallow every ounce of aura he has and leave him empty..." the assassin thought, oozing bloodlust and precum as he continues to aggressively kiss, lick, suck and grab onto hisoka's body, who was getting just as excited.
When they stopped to catch a breath, hisoka went to his neck again, licked his collar bone and kissing his way down's illumi's body in a frenzy, his teeth slightly brushing the assassin's skin as he goes, sending unfamiliar shivers down his spine.
Just the thought of hisoka going down on him made illumi close his eyes and release a wave of vicious aura and a loud, almost growl like, moan - as he struggled to contain his excitement. In response, the magician spanked his ass with a strong slap sound and forced illumi's cock in to his mouth, swallowing his entire length. Illumi felt like he was being submerged in a hot spring at the middle of a snowy field – everything in his mind went blank, only the pleasant feeling in his dick existing. warm, wet, and unimaginably good.
the constant worries living in his head pushed aside, just this moment, just hisoka...

illumi opened his eyes, a crazed spark glistening through his dark orbs as he looked down at his partner sucking his dick. red hair bobbing up and down, his muscular legs sprawled on the white bedsheets as he laid on his stomach, ass cheeks open, back muscles contracting beautifully with each movement, it was almost too much for illumi to bear.
– he grabbed hisoka's hair with force and yanked him away from his body, a thin string of saliva still connecting the magician's mouth and illumi's wet cock. "fuck" he thought again and nailed hisoka to the bed. illumi got on his knees and sat on top of him, this waist tightly hugged between his strong thighs. Illumi's long fingers started to move from hisoka's hair to his face, brushing his pale skin, no traces of his usual make up. When he reached his cheek, the magician turned his face to kiss illumi's hand with a grin. He continued to trace hisoka's face, his chin... his neck. The assassin's eyes widened and the aura around him made long strands of black hair float around him as if he was underwater, as he started pressing against hisoka's broad neck, slowly squeezing tighter and tighter, a big smile smeared on his face. After a couple of minutes, as his he keeps tightening his hold, Hisoka's golden eyes started rolling back, and spurts of thick semen fluid gushed out of his dick, that trembled with every squirt, until there was nothing more to release. Illumi loosened his hold of hisoka's neck and crouched to lick the sticky substance from his partner's crotch, every lick made hisoka's body tremble, as he was breathing heavily, still not fully able to react. Illumi got himself behind the magician and raised his heavy thighs, placing his legs on his own shoulders. he stuffed two fingers deep in his mouth, and then pressed them into hisoka's tight hole. The aura coming from hisoka cracked the heavy stone wall behind the bed as his body twitched, reacting to illumi's fingers. No sexual interaction illumi ever had was as satisfying as his sessions with hisoka. Seeing someone as powerful as him willingly submitting, was intoxicating, addicting. He pulled his fingers out in a fast movement and shoved his dick in, thrusting with his entire body, to the sounds of hisoka's moans and the bed creaking dangerously...

later that night, after illumi was done, he let hisoka hold him as they both fell asleep. When the assassin woke up to the sound of the first birds chirping outside, there was no sign of the magician. Hisoka left.