Always and Forever (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Mistake?

- - - Abby's Pov. - - -

I closed my eyes and he kissed me. He took it slow. But when he slid his tongue into my mouth, I froze. I couldn't do this. I couldn't kiss harry. I leaned away. He looked at me, confused. 

 "I'm sorry. I shouldn't be doing this. I still love Jason." I whispered. He looked at me with sad eyes and nodded. I got up and went to my room. I shut the door and slid to the floor. He had been so sweet to me for the last 2 months while i was recovering over Jason. I knew he was waiting patiently for me. Maybe i should give in. I can make up for all the times i put him through pain. I thought. But then i would feel guilty. I did sorta fancy him. But i still loved Jason. Getting over him would take longer than 2 months. I felt bad for getting Harry's hopes up. I walked to my bed and laid down thinking about my future me and Jason had planned out together.

- - - Harry's Pov. - - -

We kissed. I was waiting for this from the moment i laid eyes on her. She surprisingly kissed me back. But then she suddenly froze and pulled back. I looked at her with confusion.

"Im sorry. I shouldn't be doing this. I still love Jason." She whispered.

My heart became heavy again. I nodded and she got up and left. I sat there dumbfounded. She finally kissed me and told me she couldn't do it. I sighed and got up to go find Louis. He was with Eleanor in his room, I heard moaning so I deciding not to disturb them, i went to my room. I stopped at Abby's door and heard only silence.

I turned around and went to my room. I laid on my bed thinking about how it would feel to really kiss her. I wanted her and just as she was about to give in she went to back to her Jason. I fell asleep thinking about what it would be like if I could have a future with Abby.

- - - Abby's Pov. - - -

I woke up and heard people laughing downstairs. I saw that it was 6pm. I groaned and got up to go freshen up. After i did, i walked downstairs. Thank god Harry wasn't there. It would be too awkward.  

"Hey Abby. Had a nice nap?" Eleanor asked. I smiled and nodded.  

I sat next to Zayn. We all ate dinner and laughed at the jokes everyone made. Harry came in between, his eyes met mine and we both looked away. Everyone sense the awkwardness in the room.  

"Sooo.... Harry want some tacos?" Niall asked.  

"Sure" he said taking a seat on the other side of the table. I excused myself and walked to my room. No one knew what was going on and looked at the both of us with confusion. 

I went into my room and burst into tears. I ruined everything between me and Harry. I needed to talk to him. I screwed everything up. He gave me my space but i need a little bit more time till i can be in another relationship. I decided to go apologize to Harry right away. I got up from the ground and opened my door to find him going into his room.

- - - Harry's Pov - -

Just as she opened her door i was about to close mine. She looked at me apologetically. I was about to close the door when she quietly whispered my name. I opened the door again.

"I'm sorry." She quietly said.

"What?"

"I'm sorry!" She cried. "I didn't mean to hurt you"

I pulled her into my arms. "Its fine. I understand. I pushed you too quickly."

"No you didn't. You've been waiting so patiently for me to recover and i've been a bad person. I'm so sorry Harry."

"Its fine. I understand what you're going through."

Then she became serious, "No you don't Harry. You don't understand. You don't get that i like you, but i love Jason. You don't get how I be with you but i can't betray Jason like that. I've been with him for four years and witnessing your true love die right in front of you..." She started sobbing. I pulled her into my arms and sat us on the bed. I gave her a kiss on her forehead and again on her cheek. She shook her head and pulled away.

"I cant... I cant do this." She cried. "I like u harry, but i need time."

"I know. Im sorry, i wont try to make move on you till your ready."

"Thank you." She said, kissing my cheek.

"Absolutely. Want to watch a movie?" I asked hopefully.

"Sure." We picked out The Notebook. Yeah not the best movie to watch in her condition but neither of us wanted to go downstairs so she said it was fine to watch this movie. She atleast let me cuddle with her. The movie was twenty times better with her in my arms. She sense me staring at her and she turned and smiled at me our faces only inches away from eachother. I held back the urge of kissing her. I gave her a grin back. She turned back to the movie. She left the room after the movie was done. I stared at the door after her. I was falling hard...very hard for Abby and I had no idea if she felt the same way.