Always and Forever (Harry Styles Fanfic)

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- - - Harry's Pov. - - -

I gasped. The babies died?? Abby's going to be broken. She loved them even though they were Marks. I cried harder.

"Are you sure they're nothing you can do?"

"I'm positive. The reason Abby was bleeding so much was because the babies died. I'm so sorry." Said the doctor as he walked away. I looked back at the lads and girls. They had come just a while ago. Eleanor, Katie and Alyssa were crying. The boys looked broken.  

Everyone was so excited for the twins. I wonder if Abby knew. I sat down and put my my head in my hands. Louis came over and patted my shoulder.

"It's okay lad."

"It's not okay, she wanted those babies so much. I did too. We were planning stuff to do before we went to bed."

"I'm so sorry." Louis whispered, holding back tears.

The doctor came by and said we were allowed to go see Abby. I ran into her room. She was looking down, her hands rubbing her stomach.

"Where's my baby bump?" She whispered.

"Abby." I whispered.

"No. Harry, where are they? Did i deliver them already?"

"I'm so sorry."

"NO!" She screamed. "They're not gone."

"I'm so sorry love."

She started crying, hard. Eleanor ran to her and took Abby in her arms. I was frozen to the spot. Tears were rolling down my face. Abby was broken... Again.

- - - Abby's Pov. - - -

The doctor left and Harry walked in. I was rubbing my hands over my stomach. Where were my babies?

"Wheres my baby bump?" I asked.

"Abby..." Harry whispered. No they did not leave me.

"No, Harry where are they? Did i deliver them already?"

He looked shredded, "i'm so sorry."

"NO! I screamed, "they're not gone."

"I'm so sorry love."

No. No! They they couldn't have left me. Them and Harry were all I had left. Who knew where my mom was. They were everything and they left me. I started sobbing. Eleanor ran forward and hugged me. This couldn't be happening. If only i knew the damn door was opening outwards. It's all my fault! A doctor came in and told everyone to get out. Then she gave me a shot and i suddenly became drowsy and drifted off to sleep.

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It's been a month and a half since my angels died inside me. For 2 weeks i stayed inside my room with Harry. But i came out later. I cried a lot. I wanted the feeling of them inside me again.

"GIVE THEM TO ME!" He screamed.

"No!" I cried. "They're all i have left. I love them."

"Who gives a damn to you." He started slowly walking to me. "He's a international popstar. Do you really think out of all people he would want you. Come on Abby. Common sense. He doesn't love you."

"No! Harry loves me and the babies!"

"He wouldn't want anything to do with them! It just slows him down... Just like you." He whispered.

"No." I shook my head. "No! No!"

"NO!" I screamed sitting up on my bed. I looked around i was with Harry. Mark had never gotten me. Stupid nightmares.

Harry had woken up looking at me i concern. "Abby, love. You alright?"

"Yeah, fine. Sorry go back to bed." I whispered. I laid back down facing away from Harry and closed my eyes as the nightmare resumed from where it had stopped off.

"Lets go!" Harry exclaimed, we were all going to the mall the next morning to watch a early morning movie and lunch. We ran in and bought our tickets. The movie didn't start for an hour so we wandered around for a while.

"Harry, can we go into the baby store."

"Are you sure?"

"Positive. I want to see what we were going to get for my...babies"

"Okay, lads we'll meet you in the food courts in a half hour." Harry said and we walked off to the baby store.

"Look at this!" I squealed. The brown and white bassinet was absolutely gorgeous. "I wish I could've gotten it for our babies." 

"We will. Later." Harry replied.

I blushed. "Oh! This is so adorable!" I gushed looking at the cute Cinderella gown four month old babies!" 

"Harry, are we ever....going to.... you know?" I asked, blushing a very deep red. 

He laughed. "One day." he promised. "Let's go." 

"I love you." 

"I love you more." he replied as we walked out the door.

I bumped into someone. "I'm so sorry." i said as i looked up. I gasped and my eyes went wide. Harry stiffened behind me. 

"Well hello Abby, how've you been?" Mark smirked.