Stef and Dani oneshots

*Alternate Ending*(marina)

So Ik these are Dani and Stef oneshots but kellyyyyyxo asked me to write  this idea and I feel maybe a lot of us need it to put our minds at ease or just bring comfort .

Alternative for 6x02 morning scene...

*suicidal thoughts minorly*

Maya'a pov:

I'm lying in bed staring up at the ceiling . These past few months have been so tough . Everyone hates me , including my wife . My beautiful , kind and gentle wife . I never wanted to hurt her or burden her . I never wanted to become this person again . I was ready for my family for kids and now carina does not trust me anymore.

I don't blame her . I'm becoming the person I hate the person I pushed down , the person that carina worked so hard to get rid off . She doesn't love me , she shouldn't love me . Why would she want to have a child with me .

I hate fighting with her . We don't fight . We don't shout . And that's all we have been doing . My team hates me . I've heard the way my 'friends' talk about me behind my back . And captain becketts constant abuse reminds me of my father and suddenly I'm an awkward teen again listening and obeying without question .
I'm such a horrible person.

I just want carina . She wants me to get help I know she does . But I need her to help me get help . I need her to hold me together. I just want to be close to her .

I roll over and see her back towards me . I'm hoping she's asleep as I run my hand down her arm. Sighing at the feel of her skin that I haven't touched in days . I'm instantly relaxed .

That's until she pulls away and jumps out of the bed and storms into the bathroom . I don't blame her for not wanting my touch . I'm so pathetic .

I turn my around in bed and try to hold back my sobs .

Carinas pov .

I felt her touch me and I just ran to the bathroom . I'm so mad at her right now . So mad . Why she didn't just come to me and tell me about her mistake . I could have helped her I would have supported her because she is my love and my life . And now she is just always working and never is hear unless to fight with me .

I gather myself again and walk back out expecting Maya to be gone or just staring at the ceiling .

My soul drops when I see her body turned away from me visibly shaking . Clearly crying . Something I can't stand , Maya crying . She doesn't do it often always the brave , tough one in situations . God did I cause this .

"Hey Bella" I say gently walking around the bed and kneeling down at her side . She has the blanket up around her face and the only light in the room is coming from the bathroom .

I reach over and turn on the lamp . Maya flinches and squeezes her eyes shut . A tear rolls down her beautiful face and I reach out to wipe it away with the back of my hand .

"Hey bambina what's wrong" I ask the literal most stupid question because I know what's wrong .

"Nothing , hmm , I'm stupid I'm sorry" she sniffles out her tough face she has put on cracking .

"Maya I know there's a lot going on right now , and I know we keep arguing but I can't stand to see you cry" I tell her as she finally looks up at me .

"I'm sorry we keep fighting . Ugh everyone hates me you'd all be better off if I just left" she says her voice sounding ghost like nothing like my Maya .

"I hate fighting Bella but what do you mean leave , you want to breakup" I say trying not to get cross .

"No I should just die" she cry's out flopping over onto her back .

"Hey baby no , no you cannot say that , you cannot leave me" I cry , getting upset . How did I not notice thing were this bad . Here I was thinking about my own feelings and my wife, my beautiful wife was breaking .

"I don't want to leave you but you'd be better off and so would our child . I'll just be like my dad , you don't want our child to be raised like that" she cries .

I get back into bed and pull my love into my chest . "Baby I know you won't believe me but everything I said  was irrational , yes I was mad and we both made mistakes but you will be the best mother , you cant leave me" I tell her .

"I'm sorry you have to deal with me , I just wanted to be close to you" she tells me drying her eyes .

"I'm sorry I didn't let you bambina . I'm still mad about the whole situation , we are not communicating properly right now" I chuckle out darkly , leaning down to kiss my babies head breathing in her scent . Loving how she leans into my touch .

"We have a lot to talk about but I don't want to fight , I can't do it" she says defeatedly

"I know baby I can't fight with you either" I say honestly

"I want to get help I want you to help me get help I'm going to need you carina . I need you to be on my side" she says turning in and burying her head in my neck .

"I know bambina I know I'm here . I'm here to listen I'm here for you , but these thoughts , you can't leave me" I cry , not being able to imagine life without her .

"There's a lot I haven't told you, stuff going on at the station , they hate me but their punishing me and it's giving me these thoughts again carina . The cloud thoughts" she cries wiping her nose on my top but I don't care . If they are giving my baby girl a hard time at the station that I didn't know about I'm going to swing for someone . But I knew this and ignored it I tried to shout at Beckett but forgot when her told me what Maya was doing . God what are they doing to her .

"Thanks for telling me baby and I want you to tell me everything . Let's book the morning off to talk , to talk and not shout . We have to promise to hear eachother out and we are on the same side" I tell Maya as she buries her head between my boobs yawning

"Okay Rina , I'm sleepy" she tells me .

"When did you last sleep" I ask feeling guilty for not Checking knowing she has sleep problems .

"I think sometime last week" she casually says . Okay enough is enough . This is my love and I need to start treating her like it.

"Sleep Bella we will talk tomorrow" I say feeling maya fall asleep against me . "I love you" I say her not hearing me . God I need to tell her this everyday .

We both fucked up . And now we need each other to pick up the pieces . We're gonna fix this x

And then they talked like adults that love each other and took the test together with out Vic and they had there moment . Maya gets help and they work on it together.....

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What I genuinely think should have happened because what's happening seems so unnatural. I'm not on sides I live them both I feel they both are in the wrong and said bad things but they need to realize it won't work out unless they speak to eachother .

I just want old Marina back .....

Sorry if you were expecting a Stefanielle chapter but I act can't bring myself to write cause I'm so sad . Also sorry if you didn't like this or it made you feel worse

Though I hope it made you feel better

I do have two or three Stefanielle chapters planned so which one do you want next I'll eventually do all ...
-Sexy live that they do where everyone is suspicious cause they are flirting
- high school marina
- or like a teacher Stef student Dani thang
- or like another au where they are in like a dance team and hate eachother but like fall in love
- orrrrrr like where they are filming a sex scene and their like thoughts and they like actually have sex

I will do all of them just to keep you guys entertained but the next one won't be out till tomorrow so let me know what one to do for then ....

God bless that was a lon A/N apologize...
Let me know your thoughts . pm always open beautiful people xoxox