𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄

E I G H T E E N T H

TWW THIS CHAPTER INCLUDES SENSITIVE TOPICS JUST AS, 

SA, RAPE, ANXIETY, AND PANIC ATTACKS! IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS TOPIC PLEASE EXIT THE BOOK! Love you all <3

My heart dropped when I flashed his face It wasn't Xion it was fucking Jules, I thought he seemed nice but turns out he was a total pervert 

He put his hands up and shut his eyes closed "Oh my god" I say muttering my worst "Hey listen okay look I saw the way you looked at me and you seem nice so maybe we can work this out?"

Jules says taking a step closer to me, I keep walking back until I hit the sink, Jules put his hand on the sink so there's no way out unless I fucking kicked his hand out the way and ran to my room

"I'm 17 a fucking minor did you just SA me?" I say tumbling "What no of course not let's just talk this out I thought you would've liked it," Jules says leaning closer

He leaned closer for a kiss I then push his head to the counter and he groaned in pain letting me leave, ran up to my room, and locked it as fast as possible

I just got sexually assaulted by my 'fiances brother' My heart was pounding in my chest like it was about to explode

I've never been so scared in my life I didn't know what to do, I then jump on my bed and call Valen to pick me up right away, He wasn't picking up well it is 3 in the fucking morning genius

Shit, I'm stuck in a place with a pervert the guy who SA me, and a bunch of other guys, I didn't feel safe I wanted to but after this, I couldn't 

I burst into tears trying to control myself, I felt a panic attack coming, I tried the five senses techniques so I can focus on something else 

Okay, I see the color green, a window, a bed, a tv, and a blanket, I smell just pure Chanel perfume, 

My legs were shaking as I wrap them under the blanket, I could see the blanket slowly shaking and I kept biting my nails

I couldn't stop crying which I hate I might wake someone up, Fuck I then see my door burst open and see Xion and Kio bursting in 

Shit fuck no, I then try to cover my tears but Xion then jumps into my bed "Are you okay what's wrong?" Xion says holding my hand and seeing them shake like crazy

 I quickly let go of his I didn't want to see an Avoliotouch me I felt disgusted 

"I'll be back!" Kio says leaving the room, "fuck a panic attack I accidentally trigger it" I say breaking eye contact and trying to sound manipulative 

"Shit it's okay um what can I do to help?!" Xion ay standing up and pacing across the room, He cared? Well, I'm having a whole panic attack and it might be his first time seeing one in action.

"Can you take me home please?" I say getting up and holding the blanket on me, "Of course, let's go" Xion says trying to wrap his arm around me

I flinch, He notices and make's a weird face, we made eye contact for a split second and I ran out of the room, I saw Jules was gone into his room

Xion takes me to my place and I burst in to see Mama in the kitchen drinking water, Xion walks in with me and Mama sees me and I run in for a hug, "Querida what's wrong? What happened?" 

Mama yelled at Xion "I don't know I'm sorry, I couldn't protect her" Xion says sounding disappointed walking outside

Xion's POV:

I went home and I decided its best for her to spend time with the people who care for her, What happened that triggered her panic attacks? 

She's a beautiful soul she seems perfect, But under all, that beautiful face and everything is a broken girl who gets paranoid easily gets panic attacks and anxiety 

You can tell she tries her best to hide it but she can't, Well I can look right threw her like paper, The next morning I checked the cameras from last night and saw my brother with her last night

My blood went fucking crazy, My blood assaulted not only a girl MY fucking fiance, He's fucking lucky he's at work right now just watch what I'll do when I see him

I went to school furious with jag and Kio, I don't know if they knew but they stayed quiet the whole way to school they probably sensed my tension

"Okay man what up?" Jag says smoking a cigarette "Alloro and Jules" I said staring at the road "What about them?" Kio says smoking a cigarette as well

"Well let me tell you brothers since you are both the brothers I always wanted my fucking blood almost raped my fiance and made her get a panic attack so I think I'm about to explode right now"

I say sarcastically smiling while staring at them "What the fuck did you just say?" Jag says dropping his cigarette on the road "Every word that came out my mouth is what I just said" I said while my smile faded away

Jag smiles licking his lip, "Well what are we going to do about it?" Jag says patting my shoulder with a smile, I couldn't help but smile

 "Something I've never done before torture just pure torture you in Kio?" I say looking at my mirror

"Oh I'm in," Kio says with a smile, When we walked to school I saw The Beaumonts-Rossis standing at the end of the hallway with Alloro

I then see Valen, Destry, Hafar, and Harlow coming up to us "Great" Kio says rolling his eyes "What the fuck did you do?" Valen says pushing my chest

 "Man I'm not in the fucking mood right now if we fight I will warn you I will not stop," I say making eye contact with him "Why the fuck was Alloro crying yesterday night?" Destry says 

Moving Valen out of the way backing him up, "You think he did something?" Jag says laughing pushing Destry back "Dont touch him," Hafar says pushing Jag's hand out of the way

"What you going to do about it jock? Do you think because oh your the popular guy and the football captain you get to talk to anyone like this? Bullshit" Jag says going up to Hafar's face 

"Thats enough I'm not in the fucking mood and If you want to know why your cousin slash sister was crying meet me at my place I'll rip someone's head off," I say backing jag up and walking off