Sevvyn Major Reid (16)
"if i fw you i fw you heavy , is we locked in with this shit ? your ride or die bitch, i'm always ready "
December 17th
Bronx , NYthis nigga is really sick bro .I'm home watchin this jeffrey dahmer shit . i'm on the second episode this man , was really insane .
i checked my phone . it was on dnd . i had over 400 messages . damn, and like 20 missed calls, and 18 missed facetimes .
i kinda went ghost on everyone after the party saturday .it's been 5 days , it was thursday now . I haven't been to school either . Only people i've talked to were nally and lanii in our gc . They asked me if i was ok and i said i was fine and just my normal ghosting .That was tuesday night .
Velly and Tay texted me earlier . Asking if i was coming to school and if i was good . I didn't reply . They are probably worried about me. I'm worried about me . Since saturday, it's like everything i worked for to feel normal or non-anxious around people , alone it was all for nothing .
I was falling back into my mind , but this time 10x worse .
it's like ever since the party and i saw him , the
memory just kept replaying in my head .it was never ending . he was never ending . i closed my eyes he was there . i opened them , he's in the back of my mind .
i've had eddie's on deck for the past week ! shits come in handy i swear .
i wish he'd just disappear... from the world , from my head , from existence .
he looked fine . like he was doing fine in life . it made me so mad . he deserved nothing good life had to offer . Where is his karma cause it seems like i'm the one paying for what he did .
dunaluna🖤!
3 new messages !!I held the message down , to see what he had said .
dunaluna🖤!
sevvyn
sevvyn, you good ?
come on , sevv , now when i pop
up at ya crib , i'm fuckin you up .bruh , who's lettin this man in ? he know i shoot my shits . i haven't talked to damoni since sunday after i went home . He called me and shit but i had already in my head disappeared.
i got up and went to the kitchen gettin some smileys , purple doritos , a water , and a sprite. As i was in the kitchen Leg came in and opened the fridge .