Its been days. Sometimes i hear from him sometimes i don't. I wonder what am i to Gary? I did cried here and there. Finally, i decided to meet him to clear this matter. Gary agreed. We were in his car going nowhere so i told him to pull over so we could talk.
"Thank you for seeing me."
"What do you wanna talk about babe?"
"Erm..i know Charice is not in a good state but i was just wondering..what am i to you now?"
"Come on babe. Gosh. Her parents begged me to stay with her. I don't know what to do."
"Well, you can help her by giving moral support but.."
"But what?"
"I'm your girlfriend Gary. What about my feelings?"
"I thought you will understand my situation."
"No calls? No messages? What was all that? I waited for you"
"Alright. I know this is unfair for you. Let me clean my mess. I will give you a call once i'm done"
"Fair enough."
Another 7 days of waiting..still no news from Gary. It was frustrating for me. I don't know whether i should move on? Or should i wait? And then i decided to give him this long text:
Hey Gary. I haven't heard from you since i don't know when. You left me hanging. I love you Gary. Still feel unreal to be your girlfriend. Please, if you decided that i am not for you, i'll accept it but please let me know.
3 minutes later...
Hey babe. I'm sorry. Takecare of yourself.
That was how he "dumped" me. I feel stupid to believe that a guy like him will wanna stay in love with a plaine jane like me. I am Giselle Carter. I am a plaine jane, my heart is broken into pieces but that's okay....
