The beginning of the end

Chapter I

As a kid, you don't know much but you do care with what's happening around you. You're curious of everything you see, hear, smell, taste and touch. You want to understand every detail, and that's not wrong but sometimes there are limitations with what you want to know.. I see my parents fight so often, I see my mom cry, my dad a drunkard (but not so much)... My sister, my very not so loving sister... And my grandmom who didn't like me that much. Cut the English..

Ako si Asiyah (read as A-sha) Lizarda. 18 years old, Accountancy Student from Saint Anthony College. I have a boyfriend, his name is James. I live in Parañaque City. Nagdodorm lang ako, the landlady is my godmother so let's just say, I pay cheaper than any of my dorm mates. Plus I'm one of her favorites hihi :')

(Birthgiver calling...)
Me: Hello ma, bakit?
(Bakit ngayon mo lang sinagot eh kanina pa ko tawag ng tawag?)
Me: Eh pauwi pa lang ako galing school, ba't ba kasi yun?
(Naghulog ako ng pera sa account mo, ayaw mo ata eh)
Me: Gusto ko syempre.. Magkano hinulog mo ma?
(Ten thousand hinulog ko, pangbayad sa finals mo)
Me: Ma kulang yun T.T Huhuhuhu mama naman eh :(
(Atleast may pambayad ka, pasalamat pa nga tayo at nagawan ko ng paraan eh)
Me: Osha, sge na sge na mama baba ko na. Thank you sa NAPAKALAKING perang hinulog mo hehehe byeee

(Call ended)

Finals na namin, I have to review huhuhuhuhu paiyak na sana ako ng biglang may nagtext.. At bago ko paabasa yung text ngayon ko lang narealize, naka 4 missed calls pala si mama kaya pala ganun na lang kung makareact hehe okay sa messages naman ako.. Oopsie nagtext na yung boyfriend kong si James na MABAIT, by mabait I mean napakasama. Di ko alam kung bat pa ko nagtiyatiyaga sa kanya eh.. Nagtataka nga ako minsan napaisip ako, love or formality? Kasi malay ko ba kung kaya ko na lang gusto magstay ay dahil kilala na namin ang isa't- isa even our flaws.