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I tried to focus as they were talking about Mama's secret room, but my mind keeps blanking even though I tried to get myself conscious through the whole conversation. I felt chest pain, shortness of breath and my heart fluttering and pounding. I started to felt so uneasy and was already digging my nails through my palm to control myself but it only gets worse by second that pass by.
I started walking quietly towards the door and left the room, they wouldn't notice anyway. I hurriedly go to an empty room and lock the door. My legs collapsed on its own dragging my whole body down on the whole. I look to see my hands shaking and me sweating heavily.
My hands snaked around my body attempting to calm myself down. Soon, hot liquids fell from my eyes as my breath hitched. Sobs came out of my mouth even though I don't want them to.
I don't know why I'm acting like this. Maybe this was the reason why they don't like me, is because I was so full of drama. Needed attention 24/7. I'm a handful for them to handle.
I҈ d҈o҈n҈t҈ w҈a҈n҈n҈a҈ b҈e҈ l҈i҈k҈e҈ t҈h҈i҈s҈ a҈n҈y҈m҈o҈r҈e҈. I҈ d҈o҈n҈t҈ w҈a҈n҈n҈a҈ b҈e҈ w҈e҈a҈k҈ a҈n҈y҈m҈o҈r҈e҈. I҈ w҈a҈n҈n҈a҈ b҈e҈ s҈t҈r҈o҈n҈g҈. I҈ w҈a҈n҈n҈a҈ b҈e҈ l҈i҈k҈e҈ h҈e҈r҈.
Thoughts were racing in my head as I found myself looking for my r̸a̸z̸o̸r̸. I reached in my back pocket to find it and finally it was in my hands. It came contact with my skin. Red fluid soon came out as I press the object to more of my skin.
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As the girl left without even notifying them first, their suspicion grew wider.
"Geez. Leaving without even notifying us? Does she even appreciate that we're here working it out while she just left for random stuffs?" Don said as he scoffed.
"She's always like that. Let her be." Norman said not even taking his off of the paper.
"So? We can break into Mom's secret room! Maybe Conny and the others were there! Or clues!" Don said.
"It's too dangerous to do that. Who knows if there's cameras or some kind of alarm inside that room? We'll be doomed if we're reckless." Ray said.
Don showed a face of disappointment as he grumbled on the corner. Suddenly, a stupid idea entered his mind.
"What if we make Y/N go there? I mean, she looks close to Mom. Maybe Mom wouldn't mind Y/N going to the secret room." Don suggested.
"There's a chance, but it's still dangerous. She can blabber us to Mom if something unexpected happened." Ray said.
Suddenly the bell rang, signaling that it's near dinner time.
"Someone needs to prepare dinner or else Mom would be suspicious." Norman said.
"Yeah yeah. I got it. Let's go Gilda." Don said obviously annoyed.
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"Shadow" | The Promised Neverland X Reader
RandomY/N, 52194 was her ID. She was a top scorer in the House. She was good at everything but when it comes to the trio, she was just a "shadow". She was just like an addition in the group. She was always forgotten, only five years old below always reme...
