The Unexpected

Chapter 1 (Outcast)

Have you ever felt so depressed that you don't even consider yourself depressed? That you just feel like everything is weighing you down and you can't move anymore? ...Like you can't breathe? That's how I feel every minute of everyday. I feel like the world is just weighing me down not wanting me to succeed or be happy at all. Happiness is something that I haven't really felt ever. But I have learned to deal with things in the only way I know... Self harm. Okay, okay trust me this isn't some sob story about how how everyone hates me. Everyone does hate me but it's okay, well not okay but it doesn't need to be some story that is a huge deal. So what? People don't like me, who cares? Well now that I'm done ranting I think it's time for me to get to what this story is all about. My stupid, horrible life that is very uninteresting, well sometimes...

I feel we're close enough could I lock in our love. My alarm goes off, playing Sam Smith's song Latch.

I love Sam Smith I feel like he understands me even though he doesn't know me at all. His music is so compelling and touching. But enough of my rambling.

I turn off my alarm and get out of my bed. I hate school so much but I know that if I stay home I will regret it later when my mother finds out.

I walk to the room next to mine.

"Sleeping beauty it's time to get up," I say in a sing-songy voice, walking over to my younger sister's bed and shaking her gently.

"Hm, no." Luna says in her cute and slighty whiny voice.

I love her so much I don't know what I would do without her. She has kept me as close to my sanity as possible in this life I live in. Sure, she is only 5 but she is so smart for her age.

"Princess, it's time to get ready for school." I tell her lightly.

"Mm, okay" she says and slowly begins climbing out of her bed. She gets ready on her own using the clothes I set out her clothes the night before. I've learned to wake her up and help her get ready over the years. 

Today she is wearing a plain, light blue T-shirt, a pair of white shorts that hit her knee and kid sized light blue Vans. I walk back to my room to start getting ready.

I carefully pick out my clothes for the day. I lay a red v-neck shirt, a red hoodie and pair of white jeans. I like to wear something that's kind of similar to Luna's outfit.  I just love letting people know that she is my everything. Luna is her middle name; her first is Kaydee but I prefer to call her by her middle since it's so unique and beautiful. After I finish picking out my clothes, I take a quick shower to get myself awake for the morning.

Once I get out, I get changed and pull on my red Vans. I walk over to my makeup area. I am insecure about my looks so I put on a little makeup. I dab on moisturizer, then my foundation and powder. After that I apply a little eye makeup, just simple  winged eyeliner and mascara.

Once I'm done with that I go to the kitchen downstairs. Luna is in the living room watching cartoons.

"Luna, do you want eggs and bacon or just cereal?" I yell out to her.

"Cereal please," Luna replies.

Nodding my head, I get out the cereal box, two bowls and the bottle of milk then fix two bowls of it, a separate one for each of us.

"Come eat at the table." I yell again to her while setting the table.

She comes and we sit at the table, talking about the cartoon she was watching and eating our cereal. After we finish I put the bowls into the sink and go to get a brush, two elastics and a comb.

Luna remains on the chair so I can style her hair. I begin brushing her dirty blonde hair and maketwo French braids. Then I brush my own newly dyed red and blue hair and put it in a bun.

After that Luna and I go to the the bathroom, brush our teeth and get in the car. I take Luna to her school and drop her off. Then I go to my Hell- I mean school. 

I park my car, walk inside the building and go to my locker. I grab my books out of my locker and walk to my first class- English. English wouldn't be that bad if there wasn't the egotistical asses in the class. I swear, it seems like they just want to make my high school experience terrible and they have succeeded for the most part. I sit down and try to ignore the papers being thrown at me.

~Skip To Last Period~

My last period of the day is Gym class and it's my favorite period, may I add. No, I don't physical activity but I don't have any annoying people in my class and it's a really laid back class; we can do pretty much anything most of the time. We share the gym with another class. I don't really have any friends in the class. The teachers decided to go out to the track so we all went out and did our separate activities.

I walk alone with my headphones in listening to Paramore. Suddenly I felt my hoodie being tugged back, not expecting it, I trip and fall backwards. By now my headphones have fallen out and I see three girls in front of me. One of the girls, I notice, is in my math and science class.

"You are such an emo little b*tch! You think you're cute? You're just an ugly, fat whore! Where's your dad? Oh, he left your whore ass because he didn't want you and your whore mom!" The girl shouts in my face, her bitter breath inches from my nose.

 I don't even know this girl and she is saying things about me I have never told anybody. I don't even know what she wants from me I don't even talk to her!

"I don't even know you!" I yell. I see her give her friends a look and then they come up to me and grab my wrists. I am a pretty small girl so I couldn't fight them.

Then the first girl comes up in my face and looks me dead in the eye and says,"You do now." she picks up her right arm and slaps me in the face. I stand there stunned. I don't know who this girl is! I feel anger boiling up inside of me. I rip my arms out of the girls's hands and walk away with my fists clenched. I usually don't get this angry but today I'm furious. I walk around the track still mad. I accidentally bump into an unfamiliar looking girl. 

"Oops, I'm sorry I wasn't looking where I was going," I explain really fast, while stumbling on some of my words. 

"It's okay, I'm new here. My name is Katie," the girl says. I knew I hadn't seen her before! 

"Cool and my name is Layah." I say. 

"Wanna be friends?" Katie asks. 

Wow, friends? That's something I didn't quite expect. 

"Sure I'd love too" I reply, smiling. That smile soon fades when I see who walks past us. Great. 

Anger is back again and ready for revenge.

~Hey everyone I hope you like this book so far! This is based on a true story (some of it) that happened to me. Like the track thing... Completely true. crazy right? Lol. Well please comment suggestions and stuff. Byee~ (fussalotlex)

Hey guys! I'm basically the editor and Lexis's good friend. Er, I hope y'all enjoy the story! And, if you love reading as much as I do, you should follow me on Instagram, my user is nicosaysnope. #spon okay bye! (Karen)