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Feelings

I'm sitting in his bedroom . I'm wearing his clothes . There's  just two of us here . We're both alone . I think I'm going to die . You sit on bakugo's bed wearing his black hoodie and his gray sweatpants which are too big for your body .  * knock knock*
" are you done?" Bakugo asks from the other side of the door . " y-yes come in ". You say feeling embarrassed. You haven't forgotten yesterday's events which makes this situation even more embarrassing and awkward. He opens the door and his eyes widens for a second . " w-what? What's wrong?" You say looking at the outfit you're wearing . " nothing you just look funny ". He puts the hot coffee on the bedside table . Your face flushes from the embarrassment. " w-well I'm not exactly as tall as you to fit in your clothes ". You mumble turning your face . You look from the corner of your eyes to see bakugo smiling and your heart skips a beat .

" do you want something to eat?" He picks up his phone to order food . " no no I'm fine , thankyou". You say shaking your head and smiling at him . His expression softens . You've been dying to know if he really said that he was jealous that day or it was just your imagination, But your brain won't allow you to ask him that . No why would he be jealous b-but  also I won't know if I don't ask . You take a deep breath to clear your mind . " can you handle spicy food?" Bakugo asks . He's on the phone placing an order  even though you said no . You nod and he  places the order . You were starving since your training but you didn't want to say anything to him . 

You look around the room and a certain picture catches your attention . It's hidden behind other photos on a shelf . You walk to grab it without any thoughts . Bakugo scrolls through his phone when he sees you moving from the corner of his eyes . You look at the photo in awe . Bakugo and midoriya in Allmight onesie and bakugo's is smiling so widely ,holding midoriya's hand . You chuckle looking at how happy they both looked here . So cute but what happened to their friendship. You see bakugo standing behind you and your eyes widen .
" s-sorry Bakugo I shouldn't have looked at it without your permission , I'm sorry ." You close your eyes thinking that he will be angry but when he doesn't say anything you open your eyes to look . He's looking at the photo and there's something in his eyes and it's not anger this time . Sadness .

" hey I want to ask you something ".Bakugo says still looking at the picture. Before you say anything he asks " why are you scared of me?" He finally meets your eyes . His question confuses you . " I'm not scared of you ." You say playing with your fingers .
" then why do you always look so scared when you're with me". His question hurts your heart . Do I make him feel like I'm scared of him? " I'm not scared . I - I just don't know how to talk openly" . You mumble the last part . Bakugo puts the frame back at its place . " I've never had friends or anyone around my age to talk to before" you continue . " you can talk to me " bakugo says . You look at him with tears in your eyes ." you can talk to me whenever you want and whatever you want to talk about . I won't judge you ." He gives you a gentle pat on the head .

" can I also ask you something?" You say looking down at your feet . Bakugo hmms." what happened between you and midoriya?" You ask not meeting his eyes . " you both looked so happy in that picture. " bakugo sits on the bed beside you . He takes a deep breath hesitating to answer. " I just hate him that's all ". He answers not looking towards you . You shake your head lightly . " I know you don't hate him . If you had hated him you wouldn't have kept a picture of both you in your room ". He meets your eyes with furrowed eyebrows. " you don't hate him you're just angry at him . Um Angry might be the wrong word , You're hurt aren't you ? " You give him a small smile . His expressions soften and he turns his face away from you . You both sit in silence. I said too much again .

" what about you? " bakugo breaks the silence .
" me?" You ask him . " why are you so distant from everyone?" He takes a sip of his coffee . "Except your name and a few basic things I- we , we know nothing about you . What're you hiding?" His question makes your eyes widen . " I - * ding dong * the doorbell cuts you off . " the food's here " bakugo says grabbing his wallet . " wait " . You hold his arm stopping him . " here take this " . You hold money in your hand . " no need my parents already left money for dinner " . He shakes his head gently before going downstairs to get the food . I was about to tell him everything. You cover your mouth realising what would have happened if you told him everything.

The sound of the door opening makes your head turn towards it . " wait let me help you " . You steps to help bakugo by taking the plates . Both of you sit down on the floor and starts opening the food container. " wow " you say raising you eyebrows.
" what? " Bakugo asks . " everything's so red " you chuckle . " of course it's all red dumbass it is level extreme spicy ". He takes a bite of the ramen . Spicy ramen. You also take a bite after saying your prayers . " it's good " you say . When the aftertaste hits your eyes starts watering and your tongue starts burning . " hah! Water water! " . You stand up looking for water or any drink in the room . " I asked you if you can handle the spice or not before placing the order dumbass!" bakugo says giving you his water bottle that he keeps in his room . You grabs it and chug the whole water in that bottle in one go . You sigh before saying wiping your mouth
" how can you even even eat this ? " he looks at you while slurping his ramen .

You look at the time on your phone and realise that you're very late . " it's getting late . I should get going ". You stand up and starts putting your wet clothes in a bag . Bakugo stands up " It's dark outside so I'll go with you " . You give him a nod and head downstairs. " thankyou for the clothes bakugo and the food". You give him a smile . " hah! You didn't even eat anything dumbass . Next time tell me what you want before saying you can handle the spice ". He starts walking . So there will be a next time? You stare at him . " what? " . He says . " uhm nothing ". You shake your head and walks to him .  Both of you walk in silence till Bakugo breaks it . " yn?" You look at him when he mentions your name which he doesn't do very much and your heart skips a beat . " yeah " you say looking into his crimson eyes . " Um don't tell anyone about the picture " . He says averting his eyes. " don't worry I won't and if YOU want to talk about anything you can also talk to me ". You say smiling and bakugo nods . " here we are . Bye " you say waving . He gives you a small smile and go back the way you both came .