𝘽𝙍𝙊𝙆𝙀𝙉 ♡s

𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖊

ch 8 recap:

sarah: hey guys, i heard EVERYTHING you said

unmol: okay, so? leave us alone

sarah: unmol, ur such a bitch.

unmol: you liked me right?

sarah: yeah and i want to be with u.

unmol: after all you did, thats what ur gonna say to me....

sarah: we're gonna have a talk at school unmol.

mariah: no she's not and both of us aren't your friends anymore. bye.

and thats how our friendship ended...

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after mariah and me went home i was glad my parents were not there. i had tears in my eyes and i was very tired and went to sleep. i didnt know how i was gonna be able to go to school tomorrow. i dont wanna see that bitch again. i dont wanna hear her voice. i dont wanna hear her yell at me no more. i wanna forget this and our friendship. 

im grateful to have my other friends though, like amber, maha and the rest. they mean everything to me. ill try to convince my mom to not go to school tomorrow cuz im really not feeling it. 

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an hour later...❤️

my mom came home and she was yelling at me like usual but idc because it happens all the time. i didnt even try telling her why i was crying or what happened cuz she wouldnt care duh. i didnt even do my homework tbh, so i should stay home tomorrow, and thats what i did.

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THE NEXT DAY....

im done being emo and im over sarah. im ready to go to school and i forgot about the shit that happened yesterday and i told myself not to talk to her or even go near her. we had some classes together but i avoided her and sat with other people, instead of her. she tried talking to me but i ignored her and tbh it FELT GOOD. 

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SKIP TO A FEW MONTHS LATER....

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sarah had left the school in may and before we left she apologized to me and i forgave her but we dont talk. i still got her number and all and we sometimes talk but not all the time. i know i was gonna completely ignore her but we're not gonna last long anyway cuz she moved to another city and a whole other school. we wont even be in high school together. it was my first crush and i really thought it was gonna be special, i thought girls were different. im not saying that she changed what i think about girls, but i definitely dont think all girls are like this and i might be with one in the future, but for now im just gonna take my time and not give in so quick. 

thank you for reading my story and tbh it took  me months to do this and ily.. im making more stories pls check them out..

❤️ ILYSM!!!!!❤️