น่านฟ้าที่รัก [Eng Translation]

Chapter 4 : Meet

"Let's go together" I don't know what to say about Nam's stubbornness. I've turned him down a hundred times, probably going to a product launch event at a subsidiary in Japan. Actually, he merely can't go alone. There is sister Bei to go along with. Why he asks me again to become a person who causes interruption? "If you don't go, I also don't want to go."

"If you don't want to go, you don't have to go." I said seriously, changed my sitting position to cross-legged one, folded my arms on chest to look him with disagreements "It's not mandatory".

"And who will go instead of me?"

"Me?" If he doesn't go, it's me who have to work for him.

"If so, I don't go, you go."

"I'm not stupid" because in the end, he will follow me to Japan anyway "There's no solution, right? I can go and do your business just one time."

"Fah" I overlook him and turned my face, I stood up and furrowed my eyebrows to make him annoyed. Looking at his face, he had never changed in many years, I have caught in his behavior. I haven't yet caught in my daughter that much. "Let's go, I will book a plane ticket at once."

"I won't go, but if you are stubborn, I'll reserve tickets, it's up to you."

"Will and won't go, don't come bother me to force you."

"What happened with you again?"

"Fah" he called my name and twitched a smile on his lips, walked straight to me and is ready with a sly face to beat me right there. I was going to walk away from him but got stuck in the chair behind me. He gathered himself in for a hug first, "Go or not go" 

"Nam, don't play like this, ow!" He knew that I was crazy, no matter how much the negative result is mended, it will never disappear just one time.

"Tell me that you will go with me."

"Won't go, let go of tickle" I tried to push him away but he was too strong really, no matter how much I pushed him away, he didn't fall off once "I! No! Go!"

"You have to go or you will stay like this."

"Nam..." I don't like it when my body and his are so close together like this. Don't like when he hugs me or looks in my eyes for long time. I am not sure, when is happening to me as if I can't breathe every time "I can't breathe"

"You can't fool me, can't fool me. I didn't hug you that tight."

"It's true"

"I don't believe. In conclusion, will go or not. If you still won't go, I will both squeeze and hug to death."

"Want a kick! why do you want me to go that much?"

"Help me"

"Help what?"

"I said to ask Bei to be as girlfriend, like this really " or sometimes he is having a numbness "Help me"

"Just ask to be a girlfriend. Later, propose and then ask for to help, to be a girlfriend who is important. What?"

"Important? I have never seriously asked anyone to be girlfriend or want to marry, too. Bei is my important person. You can find your own important person and then quickly follow me."

"...you are sure, right? about Bei."

"Umm, this is the person I have chosen." when I heard the words like this from Nam's mouth, then I felt strange like someone is about to drown. I don't know how. I feel depressed. I feel jealous, jealous of Nam instead of my child. "Let's go together."

"No"

"Why?"

"I'm not free"

"Is there anything more important than me?" I don't know myself what is happening, feeling annoyed by the words of Nam for no reason. Now it might reach the day when the two of us have to break up really. Each of us has to have different family, has our own responsibility, has someone important to take care of "Fah"