The measure of your resolve

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Ichinose Monologue




"I-I'm sorry...."




Couldn't I have done anything?



No.... I can't do anything.



How could I?



What more could someone like me even do....



I'm a class leader and yet....


How am I supposed to stay strong?



I am so stupid....



To think I should appear strong for everyone.... I have no right.


I'm weak.



When push comes to shove, do I even make a difference?


I don't think so....



I try and try and try.



But to what end?



I'm just going to lose everyone....



'Why.... so, you can ask for help because you're too weak to help yourself?'



Ayanokoji-kun is right, I haven't changed. I just coped with everything. Put on a pretty smile while watching our class fall and my classmates suffer.


I was even willing to watch them be expelled if it meant saving Ayanokoji-kun.... at that time, I didn't care about anything else but myself.


I chose Ayanokoji-kun over my classmates.


My own feelings over my duties.


And.... I hate myself for still feeling like that....

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